Razorblades Kill {Book 1} [BoyxBoy] (Completed)

I Want To Die ...

It's been

three months

since we've been

together....

I love him ...

so much ...

But ...

I still wanna die...

The only

good thing about my

life is .. Jack...

I can't do it...

I just can't kill

myself...

It would hurt Jack

so much...

I just can't do it....

I'm changing ...

Losing my mind

almost...

It's like the depression

just takes over

sometimes...

and I do things ...

Things I don't

mean to do...

I can't stand

it any longer...

I have to do it ...

I want to do it ...

I

Want

To

Die...

How will Jack

take my death?

Will he take

his life also?

FUCK!

**

"Night !

I'm home!"

Jack calls cheerfully.

"Hi ..."

I whisper.

He sees me on

the floor...

and imediatly

checked my wrists

for new cuts..

He let out

a sigh

of relief

when all he saw

was

old scars...

"What's wrong..?"

He looked sad.

"Nothing ...

I was just thinking..."

I lied.

He didn't buy it ...

but he left it alone..

All I know is that ...

I

Need

To

Die..

**