The summer everything changer- Taylor Jewel

Party

It is now dinner and we are all down stairs agh the table. My mom made all the girls these flower crowns and I was not going to wear mine till Taylor insisted that I should so of course I did. Everyone is talking and having a good time.Every is Manila just talking to Cam Cameron and getting to know him. After a while Belly decided that we should go to that party.

Now everyone is upstairs and getting ready. I was in my room getting read when Taylor walked in. "Well don't you clean up nice" she says "I don't know if I should go I don't feel comfortable in this and I all the people" I say but Taylor insists and says she will stay by me so I agree and we head out.

When I get the party I regret it but I feel better when I remember Taylor said she will stay by my side. As soon as we walk through the door Belly gets pulled away and Taylor brings me over to the drinks. "You want one" she asks "I think I am not going to drink tonight I don't really like drinking and just in case I need to drive or something" I explain and she grabs one for herself.

At some point Taylor says she has to go to the bathroom so I just stand around by my self. It has been a bit sense Taylor left so I look around to see if I can find her. I make my way upstairs to look for her. When I get upstairs I see Belly and she comes over to me. "Hey have you seen Taylor" Belly asks "she said she was going to the bathroom I am actually looking for her right now" I explained and we keep looking. We get to one door at the end of the hallway and open it.

When the door opens and I see the sight in side my heart breaks. I thought I was really making progress with Taylor. I was actually starting to think that maybe something could happen this summer. But when I see Taylor and Steven kissing in front of me all I hopes of anything happening go right out the door. I don't even hear Belly yelling at her all I can her are my own thoughts telling me I was a fool to think I was good enough for her. As soon as Belly walks out the door Taylor looks at me. She goes to say something but before she can I say "congratulations I am sure Belly will get over it eventually but I think I am going to head out and go back home" as I walk out the door I hear Taylor tell me to wait up but I don't. I just can t face her right now knowing I no longer have a chance.

When I get outside I see jeramiah and he comes up to me. "Hey whats wrong why are you leaving" he asks "you were wrong all of you. Saying I should tell Taylor how I feel and that she actually likes me" I say " what do you mean" he asks confused " I just walking in on Taylor and Steven making out" I say quietly not wanting to get Steven in trouble. He just looks at me with sympathy but I just continue walking to my car since I drove her by myself hoping that maybe I could get Taylor to ride back with me and we could talk and get closer to maybe dating. But you know all that is gone now so I just drive straight home.

When I get there I don't go in the house so I don't have to deal with anyone asking questions or anything and I can just be with my Thoughts for a bit. I go straight to the beach and just sit there and cry.

I sat there for a long time before I hear foot steps in the sand. I try to ignore them hoping they will get the hint and leave me alone but it doesn't work. The person sits down next to me. The person next to me turns out to be Jeremiah. Neither of us say anything he my at pulls me into a hug and I start to cry again. "Why doesn't she want me. What is so wrong with me that I was not enough" I ask as my head is in his chest "there is nothing wrong with you and if Taylor can't see how great you are then she is missing out" Jeremiah says. Normally this would be something Conrad would do but he has been a completely different person lately so I am glad that o at least still have someone to be there for me. We sit there for a long time before we decide it's time to go in. Lucky no one was down stairs so I was able to go straight to my room.

When we were younger we would all have sleep overs in each others room and it was always so much fun.

"Hey why don't you and me have a sleep over tonight. Like we used to" Jeremiah suggests. "Yeah I think I would like that" I say and we both get ready for bed. As we are laying down just about to go to sleep it tells me jere thank you and just lay there. I can't quite go to sleep yet. All I can think about is Taylor. I know that it is going to be a long night so I grab my sketch book and start drawing before I eventually get tired and fall asleep with the sketch book in my lap. I was so tired I did not even realize I had started to draw Taylor.

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Authors note

Ok last one for today. I have had this planed for a while and I am glad I finally got to actually doing it. I have a lot more ideas so let me know what you think. Also there may be spelling mistakes but I will try to fix this another time I am just trying to get back in the habit of writing.