Fragile Longing (Taekook)

Chapter Nine

Some people will hurt you then act like you hurt them
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The house was submerged in silence. Even the clock sound can be heard loudly.

"You know, I just made that apple pie."

"Really..haha..I was craving some. I didn't knew you understand me so much Granny." Jimin laughed forcefully then gulped and looked at the still monument that was Kim Taehyung not saying anything at all. This has been how it was for the past two days.

He didn't talk unless necessary, almost spent all his time in garage, avoiding them, more like avoiding the now pouting girl who has been sitting with her brother since this morning.

She has to threaten him with not eating to make him even come home that morning. "Oppa, I even made your favorite soup with mushroom. Taste it..."

"I am not hungry." His eyes didn't even spare his sister a glance as he kept eating the omelet before him.

"Then..orange juice..they came fresh in the market.."

"Don't want."

"Pie"

"Not interested."

"Oppaaaaa!"

"What?" He finally glanced at her.

"Why are you doing this. I told you I am sorry. Nothing happened and I don't even remember so.."

"SO! So it's ok? So it's ok for you to go anyone's party and get wasted." The anger that was bubbling under the surface finally came out. "Do you have any kind of idea what I went through when I had to drag your unconscious drunk ass back home? DO YOU?"

"Bear.." Their grandma tried to intervene only to get shut down.

"No...nobody will take her side today. Not even you granny." The old woman got silent instantly. Taehyung's eyes settled on Yonna again who was standing up with head held down in shame.

"Kim Yoona...why did you do it? When I warned you so many times not to drink, when you can't hold your liquor? Why do you not listen to me? Or maybe..it's all because of me..I couldn't be the parental figure you needed." He rubbed his hand over his face in frustration. His need to just break something and ruin it beyond recognition increasing with every passing second.

No not that he had the ability to hurt his sister, no..never that. What he wanted to hurt was that dumb kid who thought it was okey to mess with their lives just because he find fun in it.

His thoughts got broken as a small body wrapped it's arms around his waist, hiding that tear strained face in his chest while sobbing loudly.

And just like that Kim Taehyung crumbled down.

"Y..you..you're everything to me. " Yonna's voice was hard to grasp through all that crying but again this was his sister, he has understand her babbling even when she was a child so how could he not understand now when each and every one word leaving her lips was adorned with pain.

"My dad...my,,,m...mom, brother...family..you are everything Oppa. Everything. It..it was my fault..I tried to make everyone see..see that I have..grown..that's..why...but how could you.." Soft fists hit his chest again and again.."How could you even..think that you are not what I needed. If..." She looks up, her blue sparkling eyes breamed with tears looks at him. "If I ever get the chance to be born again, I will still want you over any kind of family..you are everything to me.....Oppaaa..."

He couldn't control himself anymore, his anger going away just as it had come. His arms pulled his crying sister in them, his own black eyes glistening as he held onto her more tightly. "I..I am sorry. Stop crying now. I won't ever say it again."