Again.

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~⚠Sh
~5/31/23

"I won't do it again."
I told myself as I sat in my room.
Alone in my room.
Alone with my thoughts.
Alone.
"I won't do it again..."
I said, pressing the blade against my wrist.
"I won't do it again."
One, Two, Three, Four, Five.
My mother saw, she knows I'm not okay.
"I won't do it again..."
I promised when she asked why.
I could never tell her why.
"I won't do it again."
But I will.
I always will.
I can't help myself.

{If you are struggling with something like this, I urge you to get help. I know you probably won't, but I do encourage at least trying.}

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