go and let everyone down

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upon the ceaseless chaos
inside a mind like an ocean deep
in a growing pressure, with the clock's every tick
transpired the expectations as a mistake once flip

listen, i'm too skeptical to run
i'm anchored into something i don't want
i know that one more howler and i'm done

listen, i don't know if i can be the top of the notch
dreams are made to chase and not to catch
i can't do anything right, beside to sit and watch

my every best doesn't matter if again and again
something reminds me that i'm a failure in the end
but maybe i deserve to drown in this void
i fell in love with freedom, but still i am lost

i'm being estranged by my anxiety
disappointment lingers, it's their words against me
it's a ceaseless chaos, in my mind like an ocean deep
clarity is all i need, help me, i can't breathe




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