I'm a bitch that happens to be a witch. (vampire diaries fan fiction)

Is this what I want? (7)

I'm going to tell Tyler the truth of what is happening. I don't know how I'm going to say it to him though. I better figure it out fast, because he'll be here any minute. With that the door bell rings. I answer it and its Tyler.

"So what's so important?" He asks coming in.

"Um well, I think you should sit down." I say. He sits down on the couch in the living room and smiles at me

" so um... Give me your hand" I say putting my hand out. He gives me his hand and I search for our connection. I need to see if the mate thing is true. I take a deep breath in and close my eyes. I search his feelings and I find love. But I then feel something so powerful. I can't do this. I throw his hand away and put my head in my hands. I can't, I just can't do this.

"What's wrong?" He asks.

"I just. I... I think I'm..." I trail off.

"You know you can tell me anything, don't you?" Tyler says.

"I'm sorry." I tell him. He takes my head in his hands and makes me look at him.

"What's going on?" He asks.

"I think, I'm your... Mate." I say.

"That would make sense but why are you apologizing?" He ask.

"Because Damon and I kissed... And I liked it, we'll more then liked it, I loved it. And I can't cheat on you so I'm..." I stop. I can't finish the sentence because I really care for Tyler and I don't want to hurt him. But I can't string him along.

"Your breaking up with me." He says finishing the sentence. I look away from him but nod my head.

"I'm sorry it's just. I love Damon. And he loves me for me. He doesn't have some wolf thing saying 'love her, love her.' I do love you but I don't have the same feelings you have for me and I can't just fake it. It's not fare to you or me." I say explaining to him. I look into his eyes and I see the pain.

"I'm so sorry" I say.

"No it's ok. Sure I want you all to my self and sure ill hate seeing you with Damon but I want for you what you want. Plus we agreed when we started this that it was just a trial, that we were giving it a chance. I guess it just wasn't meant to be." He says.

"I'm sorry. I've always had feelings for Damon. And plus who says it wasn't meant to be in the future. Maybe right now it's not meant but maybe in the future. Maybe my feelings for you will grow into the feelings you have for me." I say smiling. He smiles back.

"I love you Arielle. And I want what you want." He says.

"I love you too Tyler" I say. I give him a short soft kiss.

"Ok well I'm going to get going. Ill see you in Spanish." He says.

"Ok. Bye." I say. He gets up from the couch and without another word he leaves. He was so sad when I told him. I feel so bad. He's the first boyfriend I've ever had to break up with. The others all died. Well I guess I should go talk to Damon and tell him what happened. I transport myself to his front door and I knock. It takes a few minutes but Damon answers the door.

"Hey. What are you doing here? You still have another 6 days to choose" He says.

"It was pretty easy to choose after the dream I had." I say not looking at him.

"Come inside" he says. I go in and we go sit on the couch.

"So do I wanna hear about this dream?" He says smirking. I smile

"Well you were dressed up and a wolf, Tyler was Santa and Stefan was the Easter bunny and he kept playing with his ears, then after you and Tyler argued Stefan started singing go your own way while you and Tyler ooooed in the back ground." I tell him while chuckling. He chuckles as well.