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Mentions ~ Body Dysmorphia
Alex D'Cruz
I feel so much better now and to make it even better I woke up next to Giovanni for the first time in a while. His arms were wrapped around me pulling me close to him to the point I could feel his breath on my neck, but he was like a weighted blanket.
One disadvantage was that I couldn't move whatsoever. That meant I had to wait until he has to wake up which should be in the next five minutes or sooner. I started to fidget with his fingers, but he slapped my fingers away from him. I looked back and he was just waking up. " Good morning, sleepy," I said softly and he gave me a soft smile and unraveled his arms from around me then rolled over to the other side.
The past couple of weeks have been a little rough and many threats here and there. Nothing too much has shown up because I know Andreas is grieving and he hasn't pulled anything yet. Giovanni told me the Russians are making a rise, but it slightly has something to do with us but mostly with the Spanish mafia.
Giovanni also said this is when he sweeps in and takes advantage of this time, so he can have a secure alliance. He does have a meeting for that soon and I hope he will tell me everything because I am nosey and I want to know what is going on in this mafia. Giovanni only keeps certain people close now, so many people don't know what is going on or if they do and they aren't close then they know slight information not too much.
" Are you doing anything today?" I asked as I rolled over facing his back. He better not have fallen back to sleep. I smacked him and he turned his head and looked over at me. " Nothing really. Just checking up on some things, so give me about two hours and I get up and go along with my day," He responded and threw the sheets over himself.
I rose up a little leaned over to kiss his temple and then got out of bed. Luckily we are at my place. I went into the kitchen to make a slight breakfast which was some cereal nothing too much. I need to get back to the gym and modeling. I had to lie to the agency saying I had an emergency, but I am ready to be back. I know I am a little out of shape, so I am going to the gym and then probably heading to the agency to get measurements for the clothing.
This show is in Madrid, Spain so a little close to home. I am so happy that Bailee is at this show also. She is in the same agency as I am, but a different agent, and was based in New York first then just transferred over. Valerie is doing amazing and has many agencies modeling her clothes and other agencies begging to model her clothes.
Just in this moment, everything feels right. It's like everything will be okay from here. I washed out the bowl and the spoon off soon as I was finished and dried them then put them up. I went back into my room and Giovanni was still asleep. I went into my closet and grabbed a pair of navy blue leggings and the matching top. I put on my Hightop Converse and grabbed my small workout bag and went back into the kitchen. I filled up my water bottle and left a small note on the counter for when Giovanni woke, but I knew he wasn't going to look at this and still call me and ask where I was.
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Forbidden Worlds | Editing
RomantikA Runway model and the American-Italian mafia boss Alex D'Cruz has a rough past life that remains dead to her. On a way to forget everything and move on to a different part of Italy. She is independent and focused on herself a sa rising runway model...