ENVY YOU

Chapter 9

-Jeonghan pov-

I woke up by the loud noise which came from the kitchen room, it sounded like something broke. I looked at my side to see if Eunha noona was present but she was not. Maybe she went to her house.

I made my way to the kitchen as the another sound was being heard by me.
I wondered if anyone was present in my home because of the total silent.
I looked at my wrist to see the timing that showed up on watch and was surprised as it was only 3:17 A.M. I got up from the couch and made my way towards kitchen.

I was amazed by the sight of the white furry kitten on the countertop. It was so adorable and cute. While approaching towards the kitten I stepped on the shuttered piece of the plate with my right leg. Ouch! It's so painful and my precious feet is covered with blood stain now. I lifted up my right leg and hopped with my left leg towards the dining table then pulled one of the chair and sat on it.

That little kitten jumped on top of the dining table and came towards me and  started licking my palm and fingers of my hand. Then it sat on the table looking at me cutely. I caressed its head which the kitten leaned to my touch.

Then I saw my feet which was covered with blood near the fingers. Then I grabbed the small turmeric powder bottle which was the dining table. I opened it took the pinch of turmeric powder and sprinkled it near the little injury of my feet. It stings a bit but soon the blood stopped from coming again.

The kitten was meowing at me, maybe it is hungry. So I stood up slowly and marched towards the vessel which contained hot milk. I drink hot milk daily, if I don't then my mom would kick me out of the house. I took the vessel and poured the milk on one of the plate and blew the milk lightly to cool it. Then I gave it to kitten for which it started to drink as if it has been starving for days.

I took the kitten with me to the hall and sat on the big couch. I cooed at the kitten when it started to yawn, I made it sit on my lap comfortably so it can sleep well. Suddenly, i remembered that day after tomorrow is the photoshoot for model students as the academic activity of the year. I would be left with heavy burden on my shoulders as I'm the cultural minister.

Seungcheol would be posing with some girl as he picked out for duo photoshoot concept. I'm feeling jealous by the thought of it and I don't know how would I react if it happens infront of me. I felt my eyes getting teary. Shit! I was never this sensitive but Seungcheol is literally making me feel things.

I don't know why I can't control my feelings towards him. My feelings towards him is growing day by day which I want it to be stopped, because at last I will be the broken one, I will be the one hurting myself. I bit my lips to control my sobs, then I wiped out my tears with my long sleeve and sniffed slightly.

I shook off my thoughts and saw kitten which was already asleep. I smiled at and decided to name the kitten tomorrow. I made myself in the sleeping position on the couch to sleep as I'm lazy to go to my bedroom.

'Why can't I stop this feelings towards you Seungcheol? It's hurting me a lot knowing that you would never return the same feelings as me'.