My boyish girlfriend (✔)

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HER, My Best friend

Her tears,Her smile...

Leo's POV

After what happened,I busied myself by reading books,going to the farm,basketball and of course to my study.I distance myself to everyone.

There's many things happened in this year,my memory slowly coming back,I met new friends,I discovered the real situation of my parents with their new families.I can manage myself but Andi and Tino didn't let me alone.

"Sige kain lang kayo"sigaw ni Tino sa mga kaklase namin

We're having a simple dinner because we won the basketball tournament in our town.

"Bakasyon na yey"

"Mabilis lang tong Christmas break"sagot ni George sa gf niya

"Atleast may pahinga kahit konting panahon"sagot ni Gemma

Naiiling na lamang ako sa tuwa sa nakikita.Sobrang saya nila.

"Jane is so silent"naagaw ni Maira ang atensyon ko

"Yeah,she's not talking since we arrived here"Faye answered

"Shhh,stop talking behind her it's not good nor help."sabat ni Gemma sa usapan ng dalawa

Tiningnan ko ang babae at mapapansing ang lalim ng iniisip.What's wrong with her?

"Are you okay?"halata ang gulat nito sa paglapit ko

"Yeah..."iyan na naman siya sa cold treatment niya

"Do you want some ice cream?let's buy hmm there's store nearby..."tanong at alok ko, I know someone who loves eating ice cream and cookies and cream flavor was her favorite. It's surprised me when she walk away

"Hey,wait for me"i shouted that's make our classmates turn their heads to us,and I saw Andi and Tino's teasing smile,psh issue.

Walking together,I thought I'll be happy with that but then she stopped and looking me eye to eye.I saw so much anger again...what did I do?

"Stop pretending you care because you're totally not!"she started that make me shook my head

"Of course I do..."I patiently answered,I don't want to argue with her again.Not now,please.

I'm tired.

"You do huh?"she sarcastically laugh

"You're not,anyways you're not actor but really good in acting what a nice talent"she clapped her hands three times

"I don't get you,I don't understand I thought you and I were okay.Then you're here saying I don't care about you?We're friends of course I do care for you" I sincerely answered

"Liar,you're not just a great pretender but a good liar tho"she answered with disappointment in her eyes

"What?what are you saying?what are you pointing at?I really don't get it.Im a great pretender huh?a good liar tho?Did I do something wrong with you?Did I hurt you physically or emotionally to say those words with me.Tell me because I really really don't get what happening!"I can't handle my feelings anymore I can't stop asking because her acts was so confusing

"You're asking me why?why don't you ask yourself?"she argued back

"I'm asking you,because I don't know anything!"I can't imagine this is happening with me

Am I losing a Friend again after fixing things about my family? What did wrong I've done in my past life to gain a kind of punishment like this..

"You don't know huh?You don't know what I felt!"she shouted with so much pain that make her voice cracked,wait did I make her cry?oh no

"You don't know how I-i suffered a lot by l-leaving our town,T-that I'm missing you every time I got bullied in my new school!Because when I was here, you always there to protect me to those bullies.Y-you p-promised m-me you'll n-never f-forget me,be--because I'm y-your best friend that if I came back you're still there to p-protect me.

When I was I kid I used to heard painful words they're throwing to me,throwing trash in my face,tripping me when they saw me walking alone .I manage to smile even it's really hurts. But because of that one day,I used to rely on you I know you can protect me...but not every time nor to everyone.

But I don't want to rely with you forever,I want to fight with myself like before.I promise that if I came back you don't need to protect me anymore,Because we're the one who protect someone who bullied.
After those year I fix myself.I exercise everyday to lose some weight,I joined martial arts to learn basic as my self defense.

When I feel I'm okay,I decided to back here and I enrolled with the same school as you.But everything changed.You've changed...a lot.You didn't even recognize me but your friends does.Your friends who bullied me back then became your best friends... they replaced me.."she's now crying out loud

Her tears make me weak.

"N-no Jane it's not like that"i turned my gaze after hearing Andi's voice

"I'm sorry to interrupt you guys,I know you need privacy for this but we noticed you two wasn't there yet even the store was nearby.Andi and I decided to go after you because we worried about you guys"it's Tino

"Stop crying please" I hugged her tightly even I still don't get what she said

"I don't have the rights to say this but Leo doesn't know it and you need to know what really happened 5 years ago
But like we're saying,it's not like you think that we replaced you.You still remain in heart even his mind doesn't know you..."Tino explained,I understand it a little now.Jane was part of my past and she's my childhood friend a girl who always pumped in my mind.

"After you left,Leo discovered his parents separation he's occupied by your leaving but he out of his mind when discovered his parents divorcing and separating soon.Because of so much pain he run until he got a car accident he's in comma but after a week he woke-up without any memory"Andi continue explaining what Tino said

"W-what?what did I missed?"she's now calming herself

"I still don't get all what happening right now but my memories slowly coming back and I assured you our friendship remains.I'll fix myself too like you've done,after I'll fix us"i answered and I gained a widely and sincerely smile of her

I love her smile...Her smile always be my favorite scenery.

I smiled in myself remembering something,yeah she's my best friend.