𝑰𝑹𝑹𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑩𝑳𝑬√

the fuck?

Mila's POV...

"I'm sorry I'm late."

The familiar silky deep feminine voice rung through my ears from the dining room making me stop in my tracks on the long staircase towards the dining room as my heart skipped a bit halting my breath too.

Wait....

Is it them? 

My heart drummed against my chase eagerly
biting my bottom lip listening more and attentively to the conversation that had erupted between my dad and them as my lips curved into a heart warming smile immediately I recognized their voice.

Grey....

I lost my slow pace skipping down a couple of stairs but stopped just a couple of more to reach the dinning hall feeling my heart limp with joy but it was if I was brought back into reality.

  I sucked on my bottom lip between my teeth wanting to immediately go and jump into their arms and then just like that my family members rushed back in my mind driving me sane making me know how childish my actions would be.

Even though I know more of her than what she displays on top...

I couldn't just go jump onto her skin when my parents are around....like they don't even know my sexuality so it would be a shock to them nonetheless I would want to do a lot more stuff with her right now other than jumping in her arms.

So calm the fuck down Mila and get back into your senses...

I listened to my mind taking a moment to collect myself as I let out a long breath that made me realize the longing mixed with excitement and then numb dull pain that erupted in my chest knowing that they are here in the same room but I won't even get a chance to talk to them or even ask about how their day was.

It literally sucks....

I took in deep breaths to calm my tingly nerves but my heart continued racing up in both excitement and pain drumming again my chest. I tightened my phone in my right hand realizing how sweaty my palms.

Damn you Mila....

I couldn't help but realize how much I had missed the older woman letting out a deep involuntary sign as gripping the staircase railing with left hand to steady myself continuing  my way down the stairs into the dinning room.

The moment I stepped foot into the room, the chatter of forks and knifes scraping again the plates, heartfelt laughs that erupted deep down from Kelly, mom's chuckles that formed every now and then due to listening to the earthly conversation made between the three and then my dad's voice buried within the conversation with Grey...... seemed to fade as I locked eyes with the grey eyed woman who looked surprised and far from pleased to see me in the same room with her.

I dropped my gaze to my feet feeling a bit hurt and I couldn't help but wonder why she would be in distaste to see me.....

Time seemed to stop feeling their gaze on me wishlist they were still conversing with dad though deep down something was fishy right now.

  I continued with my way head held high until I took back my seat on the chair I was sat on before I left to do some business in the washroom and it was right facing Kelly who's arm was entwined with the older woman's and I could help but lock eyes with older woman before I dropped it indicating my distaste of how close my sister was with her.

"Dad don't tell me you fired the woman?" Kelly's high pitched voice chirped in into the conversation making the old man grin as my ears cringed a bit and I hesitated to rub them because her voice was too damn high and very chirped as if she sung soprano in the school choir back in the days basing from the way my ears itched.