𝑰𝑹𝑹𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑩𝑳𝑬√

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Mila's POV..  

Racing and going over the speed limit is something I love doing.

It's really something I love doing so much and if possible I would do it every single night under the pale moon rays that cast upon earth.

And this is especially when I'm feeling low, tired or feeling like giving up to this world and it has been one of the things we shared between me and Grey who did nothing but be very supportive towards though it was dangerous.

Being supportive I mean she would do it with me happily wishlist when she knew how dangerous it could get into to me when we race each other and she put everything aside in order to make me feel better.

She's what I wanted in my life.

Someone to support, love, care and make me happy in everything I do.

And she was that....

She did everything to make me happy and in my entire life I have lived, nobody has cared and caressed me the way she does.

Grey knew me inside out...

She literally  knows when I'm sad, worried or angry without me saying a word and just like that she would make me feel better.

She would literally also know when I'm feeling down and then she would ask if I wanted to go race because as I said she knew what could get me better and that was racing....

She knows how soothing and relaxing it makes me feel.

And how it takes my stress away swiftly

And lastly how it makes me forget the troubles of the day.

Grey knew my addiction for it and I remember she tried to stop me from racing again when my car crashed against the tree and luckily I wasn't hurt though my racing baby got hurt.

But even when my life was on the line...i have never thought it was really dangerous to me because it is my best hobby to do.

It's something I can do and everyone would be proud except my dad of course but I think mom would really be proud of me.

It is really something I know myself can do best at.

Racing is my life.... and my breath when I'm not myself or when I feel insane just like now.

If you could ask what I really loved about the entire action, I couldn't pinpoint.

But maybe I just loved the way my car wheels screeches loudly against the dark tarmac roads producing the only sound in the mid of a dark night that has always made my lips curve upwards into a darkly smirk.

Or...

The way my indicators at the back of my car get reflected in my side mirror on my driving hand whenever I glance behind in satisfication knowing how good I'm winning this race and at the end of the night I would get eventually rewarded from Grey.

Only if I have won the race of course and if she is the winner well...

Back to me she would immediately give me anything I ask, ranging from requests to random surprises from them in congratulation for the good game played though sometimes I could see how scared she is for my life whenever I am behind that wheel but she masked it all too well with the bright smiles she sent always towards me

As I said she really cared and was really nothing but sweet to me.

And I hate the fact that everything changed on that day I realized that she was getting engaged and to be exact  that is two days back.