Chapter 19

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I don't think there is anything more beautiful than death, why do people fear it? Why did I fear it?Ah, now I remember. Because of love. But what love is, that eludes me. Many years have passed since my life was turned upside down by love, yet today when I think about it I feel an emptiness, I feel as if instead of my chest I had a big hole. Why?Why, every time I see my Cinematic Record again, does Her face fill me with joy and sadness simultaneously? Those eyes made me see the world, that mouth made me taste the most delicious kisses, those hands cared for me, protected me and caressed me, that voice calmed me and that smile cheered me up. She made me laugh, cry, get angry, live, love.She made me die. I did not protect her. They killed her. Eloise, they killed you, oh Eloise. I still remember the day of my suicide. You were in my arms and the snow had absorbed all your blood, even dying you were beautiful, I could not let you die, they could not have you. I remember your cold, trembling hand on my cheek as you tried to convince me to leave you and escape. But I did not want to. I wanted you to live at the cost of my life. The cold had frozen my legs and I couldn't move, meanwhile those bastards were catching up with us.
To tell the truth, I didn't want it to be like that, I wanted to at least kill them and live with a different identity until the end, like those novels that have been circulating for a while in England. In spite of this I still had a plan B. I was going to give you my life. With me I had one of the most powerful weapons in the spiritual world. At that moment I thought that that dagger would allow me to save you. But even this didn't go as I had wished.


I pierced my chest and made you drink a few drops of the blood that spilled for my heart, I don't remember feeling any pain, I don't remember feeling anything at that moment except the disappointment of seeing you revive and die again before my no...

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I pierced my chest and made you drink a few drops of the blood that spilled for my heart, I don't remember feeling any pain, I don't remember feeling anything at that moment except the disappointment of seeing you revive and die again before my now tired eyes.I woke up soon after in the reception room for  the Shinigamis. The light was bright, I got out of bed and washed my face, in the mirror I saw that my eyes had acquired a lighter shade of green. When they taught me what I had become and what I had to do, I decided to stand out and become the strongest. You showed me how beautiful death can be and how many possibilities it can give. I had a lot of time to study and I discovered that that dagger is as powerful as it is problematic. To give one's life to someone, one has to make the giver drink the blood of one's heart, the giver not only lives, but also gets a share of the offering. I still don't understand how the queen's watchdog girlfriend got Eloise's powers, it's all so intertwined. Anyway, I can't let that girl die, I have to protect her from the Order of the Libra, those people think they have power over everything but in my opinion they should meddle less in affairs that don't concern them.This is going to be fun.

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Richard gently moved Elizabeth onto the bed and covered her. He caressed her face flushed with tears and kissed her on the cheek with a bitter and lying kiss. 'I lied to her. Again,' he thought. He didn't want to fill his relationship with lies but it was the only way to keep her away and safe from what he was dealing with, plus, Edward's warning came back to his mind which in a way made him smile, he loved the way his brother-in-law expressed his often naive sincerity just for the sake of his sister.

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