Forgiven? Forgotten?

Chapter 5

My eyes fluttered open when I heard the metal gate being unlocked. I immediately sat up realising how I might've just dozed off crying on this mat they provided me with.

I looked towards the gate and saw the same young officer. He looked at me 'hey you! get up' he asked and I just nodded standing up.
There was no point in arguing with them but .. what was my fault.
It was again the wave of sadness and anger hit me..
I walked towards him as he handcuffed my hands and started to drag me out.
'..wh..where are you taking me?' I stuttered and he paid no attention to reply to me.

Soon we both stood infront of a door
'Someone's there for you.. go inside.. you have 15 mins' he said and looked at him confused.
The door was opened and I met with a very agitated Sehun .. the sob I let out seeing him was incomparable.
My body immediately took me inside as I sat on the chair but the glass seperated us.
He was now out of his chair as he yelled 'let her out! Right now! Why would you keep her handcuffed' and I cried more
'You need to sit down. If you want to have a conversation you need to cooperate otherwise she'd be taken away right now' the woman officer who was standing near the gate spoke while Sehun apologised returning his attention to me.

'Were you hit?.. why is your lip bruised? What's with the cut on your cheek? Y/n!!'
He asked staring at my face ...
But I didn't reply
The officers told me y/n.. now you tell me how are you' he asked. His tears clearly visible
'.. I don't know.. Sehunaaah.. I .. don't know why me.. I just saved him Sehun.. I just saved..' I broke down again.
'Shhh.. Y/n.. you don't have to cry.. we're gonna make it outside okay.. I'm talking to the lawyer.. you please .. don't lose youserlf please..' he pleaded wiping his tears..
I just nodded not being able to look into his eyes anymore..

'Y/n... I heard you were injured where? .. how are you?' He asked concerned and I just realised that I was stabbed. I chuckled .. looking down at my abdomen.. the blue overalls given by the officers had a bit of a blood stain at my adbomen.
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'I..I feel nothing.. i almost even forgot' I said ..
the pain inside my heart and the anger inside my brain was way too much the pain throughout my body. The way I was being treated..
but I had a slight hope seeing Sehun here. He will help me I know.. and I trust him.

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'Hey you! ... here's your food.. and a doctor will visit you in the evening' I was informed by the officer while I sat inside the cell.
These walls were haunting me... I felt so small and weak.

Sitting there like a statue.. my body didn't even feel like eating.
I stared at the plate full of porridge ..

I didn't even realize when the time passed and now I was sitting in front of Dr. Han.
She looked at me with pity and asked me to remove my shirt.
Before going for the zipper in the front of the overalls, I looked around ..
'There are no men here.. do it, I need to check on your wound..' the doctor told me..
I nodded pulling down my zipper now exposed in my old bra..

My senses were pulled back when a stinging pain arose from my abdomen.. only to look down and find blood oozing out of the wound.
'My goodness.. how careless could you be? It's been infected again.. I need to give you shots'
The doctor informed and I just smiled. I felt like laughing at my state rn. My over dramatic past self would've passed out seeing blood .. but my current self was just a pity.

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I was given 2 shots and my wound was dressed again.
I was told not to take much pressure and avoid straining my torso. As if I would care.

I sat in my cell again.. looking into the wall.
My eyes which I thought might've ran out of tears were again watery. I wanted to go home..
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3 days flew by.. and in these three days.. I was informed that I was assigned a lawyer and Sehun was working with the lawyer trying to get me out of here. In these three days I was beaten by some crazy group of men 2 times..just because I didn't reply when asked to sneak out and sleep with them. In these three days I had eater 2 pieces of bread.. a bowl of porridge and my own tears.

My hope was dying till the 4th day ended..
I thought I would never be able to go to my bed again.

Just as I was about to doze off.. I was woken up by the clattering of chains and the lock.
'Y/n.. hurry up.. the Manager is here to meet you'
The young officer who had accompanied me various times and saved me from passing out from the beatings called.
I nodded not caring whoever was there...

I was taken to a familiar room..
two chairs.. a table.. but no glass wall.
My eyes watered as my mind replayed the last time I was in this room.. I was beaten.. I was humiliated.

I reluctantly sat on the chair. My hands trembling.. and then the same man who i didn't even know I started to fear made his way inside.

He had his eyes fixed on me
He sat infront of me..
'So.. tell me..' he spoke
I looked at him
'W..what?' I stuttered
He chuckled '.. look you whore.. I don't have the whole fucking night for you.. i just flew back with the boys.. I need you to fucking admit to your crimes so I can finally get rid of the headache'
My eyebrows furrowed as anger took over my body again..
he literally called me a whore.. and then acted like he was having a trouble while I am the one suffering
'How dare you call me that? You think you can sit here and do anything while I am the one enduring shit for doing nothing?' I spoke with a tear sliding down my left cheek.

'You dare raise your voice at me you fat bitch' he stood up and I backed off in fear.

He walked towards my chair.. while I just looked at him as he towered over me. And the next moment my head jerked in another direction leaving my cheek stinging. My head hurt.. my eyes rested tested up..
he engulfed my chin with his palm making me face him...
'You loud bitch.. I am gonna make sure you and that other friend of yours.. die and rot here forever! Do not act smart with me.. that stupid ass friend of yours.. what's his name? Huh.. not important.. he's trying so much to get you out.. but do you even think.. you guys have a chance infront of Us??' He smirked throwing my head back making me wince in pain.