Children: ungrateful, insatiable, greedy humans leeching off two people's emotional, physical, financial and social assets from the moment they are born to the moment they die.
"The good guy chasing the good girl chasing the bad boy chasing the bad girl"— a tale as old as time.
They are right to think they know no intimate details about me; and I'm not wrong for saying they never made the effort to know them before either.
Simping.
The person you want to talk to, want to spend time with, want to form a deep connection with, refuses to ever be even visible. The person you get so annoyed of so easily, hate talking to, want to get as far away from as possible, keeps looking for ways to spend more time together. What an ungrateful idiot I've become.
A list of things I was supposed to do with you. A list of memories I was supposed to make.
Beauty. Just power, wisdom, strength, beauty. And that still won't be enough.
The general opinion is that I never took a break from my studies enough to make some connections and friends. They're so dumb. The only reason I probably studied harder was exactly because of the fact that I didn't have any connections. Studies were never a reason why I never made any friends here. The people bold enough to assume we're friends of any sort are kidding themselves. Everyone leaves, or becomes 'dimmer' as a friend eventually. And by 'eventually', I mean AT MOST a few weeks. People will never ignite a true interest in me that they can sustain for long. Eventually, they become boring. Or predictable, because they end up showing the same exact toxic traits that you just don't need in your life. That being said, that is never reason enough for me to not help them. I think people here are under the assumption that I help people so they stay friendly with me. They don't even realize how much I hate their GUTS and would never even want to warrant any kind of so-called friendliness with them, and yet I would still, no matter what, help them if and whenever I could. That's what Ammi Papa have taught us. We help people if and whenever we can, to the best of our abilities, no matter who that person is. Hating someone, not knowing someone, fighting with someone, all of these are not ever reason enough to not be kind to someone. Why is this so hard for people to grasp? Idiots. Total idiots.
