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Chapter 12 Sunset

"Ryan, why are you being so kind?" I asked as the Lamborghini changed into a convertible.

I looked at the sun that was slowly rising high up into the clear sky.

"Because I think your cool, smart, beautiful." He looked at me before quickly looking back at the road.

"Ryan, don't do this to your self, you know I can't, I'm in love with someone else." I covered my mouth after realising my words.

I'm in love.

I quickly wiped the look of shock off my face and looked at Ryan who seemed like he was drowning at the sound of my words. I felt bad, I didn't see this as a date, but the problem was he did.

We stopped by a fancy restaurant, but his mood already seemed spoiled.

"We don't have to go somewhere fancy, I don't mind a a drive through!" I smiled and he nodded in agreement.

"Since it's not a date why not?" He pulled away from the parking lot and we went to an IHOP.

"Good taste!" I chuckled before hopping out of the car. After we both sat on a table I couldn't help but notice the way he looked at my lips.

I could tell he was desperate, but I wasn't.

When we ordered the plates I tried my best to cut the awkwardness.

"I'm sorry Ryan, I didn't think it was a date." I looked down as my cheeks heated due to embarrassment.

"Hey, hey it's alright!" He replied with warmth. How was he so good? Too good for my taste though.

Once we were done eating we split the bill and he offered me a ride home, as we were walking to the parking lot I stoped to grab something out of my purse and noticed him come in front of me.

He looked deeply in my eyes and came a little to close.

"I wish you were mine." He said as a whisper into my ear. His lips moved closer and closer to mine even though I backed a little.

He then kissed me harshly and I pushed him away. "No!! I said no what's wrong with you!!" I walked away from him and he stood in shock.

I went home and tossed my self on the couch. I stretched my limbs bored out of my mind.

I couldn't stop thinking about what he did, it was so dumb of him.

I was still kind of mad and I couldn't stop thinking about how Lorenzo made me feel compared to him.

Lorenzo was the only one with the spark that would never fail to turn me on.

I turned on the TV and watched movies until 4pm. When I was bored enough I stood up to close the curtains when I heard Lea unlock the apparent door.

"What's up Lea!!" I yelled from the other side of the room and she just walked past me and threw herself on the couch that I was sitting on for the last few hours.

"Want to go to the beach?" I asked and only needed one second to read her expression. A clear 'no' was written on her forehead.

I sighed before picking up my phone and heading to my room. I slammed the door shut and put some jean shorts on and a white top. I tied my blond wavy hair up into a messy bun and added some Flipflops to the fit.

I packed a bag with snacks and a few other things. If she wasn't going to come with me then I was going alone!!

Maybe Lorenzo could come!! I didn't even think about that.

I texted him about it and instantly went online.

Me: Hey, want to come with me to the beach? Maybe watch the sunset together?
I watched as 3 bubbles popped up on the screen. He typed then stopped, then typed again and paused.