Sebryan💋💗

Crush to boyfriend

(So this is my first time writing a book and My grammar is kinda bad so sorry if u don't like it also this will be fluff and some light spicy scenes)

Ryan's pov-

INTRO:(I've had a crush on Seb for a while now. It's like every time I see him, my heart starts beating faster and I get all red and stuff. I had recently broke up with my gf because we didn't feel anything anymore, and seb was there for me telling me it's okay to fall out of love. After that I realized how much I liked seb but I always hid it. I wish I could tell him how I feel but I don't know how he would take it.) 

It's currently 1am. I can't sleep at all. I keep thinking about Seb. He's always in my mind but today it's more than usual. I decided to go for a walk because those usually calm me down. I put on a some sweats and grabbed my hoodie and shoes and when I was about to walk out I saw Seb. "Where you going?" Seb asked me. I looked away for a second then responded, "Just for a walk." Seb looked confused and raised an eyebrow and said, "It's 1am bro. go to sleep" I smiled a bit and just said, "I'll be back soon." I walked out of the door before he could say anything. I was about 1 block away from the house when I heard the door and saw Seb walking towards me saying, "Well I'm not gonna let you walk alone, so I'm coming with" I sighed and just nodded. We walked in silence for a bit then seb asked me something. "Why are you walking so late? is something on your mind?" I blushed a bit since it was him on my mind but i shook my head and said, "Nah, just felt like going out to walk" He just nodded. As we were walking he put his arm around my shoulder , "Soooo, how far are we gonna go" he said jokingly. I smiled and said, "We can go back already if you want?" He shook his head and looked at me and said, "Nah, I like walking with you.." He looked back in front of him and we kept walking. My heart was racing since he said that. I was wondering what could he mean from that. Does he like me? Is he just being friendly? Wtf is going on- After a while(1:28 am) we went back to the house. I was taking off my hoodie when Seb grabbed my waist. I looked at him and said, "Yo dude...why you grabbing my waist?" in a jokingly manner. He looked at me and whispered in my ear, "I can't control myself around you sometimes" I heard his breathing and then he said, "Can I kiss you?" I nodded my head with thinking and he kissed me. He was grabbing my waist and pulling me closer to him. One of his hands were on my waist while the other on my back. I felt his chest right next to mines. I could feel his heartbeat. His hand starting going down to my ass but then we heard footsteps. He quickly pulled apart and fixed himself. I did too. Darren came in and said, "Yo what are u guys doing up so late? It's almost 2am go to bed bro" I responded saying, "we just came back from a walk, and we're going to sleep rn chill" Darren went back into his room. Seb grabbed my hand and said, "Sorry for yk...kissing you" I looked at him in the eyes and said, "Bro...I literally allowed u to kiss me, which means I wanted to kiss you dumbass" He smiled a bit and said, "I know, I just also wanted to ask if we're boyfriends and if you wanna keep it secret?" I nodded and said, "Maybe we could tell them after a while but not now, it's too soon and of course I wanna be your bf." He kissed me again and walked to his room. God, I love him.

(Sorry if this is bad😭😭)

Seb's pov--

Last night I kissed Ryan. I wasn't even thinking when I said it... But he wanted me to kiss him so it's all good, i think. It's 9:00am and I went to Ryan's room to see if he was awake. I saw him putting on some shorts that looked like they barely fit him. He looked so fucking cute bro. I can never control myself around him, I always want to kiss him and mark him with hickeys. I coughed and said, "Mhh those look a lil short, don't you think" He jumped a bit and looked at me, "I didn't even know you came in, also no, this is just how they are" I closed the door and secretly locked it and went to him. He looked up at me and blushed a bit. I smirked and put my hands on his waist and i could sense that he was red. I breathed down his neck and lightly kissed a spot then looked back at him for consent. He looked at me and said, "you can just make sure it's not a lot" I smirked against his skin and bit down lightly and heard a noise come out of him. I starting sucking on his neck and kept hearing small moans from him. I ended up pinning him to a wall and kept going. But I knew since it was to early I couldn't go completely. I ended up leaving 5 marks on his neck. He looked at them in the mirror and smiled. He went up to me and kissed me. Just then we heard someone knock and it was Oliver. "Hey Ryan is seb in there, I can't find him anywhere" Ryan quickly said, "Uh yeah but he's asleep" Oliver asked, "What's he doing in there?" "Honestly I have no idea, last night he just came in and fell asleep on my bed" he responded. Oli said, "Wake him up and tell him to come to the living room, you too because we're gonna make a vid soon" "Okay!" Then Oliver left. Ryan looked at me all red. "What?" I said. He said, "How tf am I gonna go out with these on my neck?" I smirked and said, "Just don't tell them who did it, or you can cover it, but i'll jus add more." He blushed and said, "Fine but if they catch us, that's your problem." I laughed a bit and then we walked to the living room to shoot. Justin looked at Ryan's neck and yelled, "YOOOOO. RYAN'S GOT HICKEYS ON HIS NECKKK" Reggie said, "Damn bru, u lost your girl and your already getting another girl's mark? That's crazyyyy" Darren was quiet and said, "Who made them.?" That's when I realized, Darren liked my boyfriend.

(Drama bc I said so.😘😘😘 anyways I might continue this if people like it, if not ima just delete all my hard work😅😣)