I, Lily, Nari. | Jeon Wonwoo |

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32 Years Old

Jeon Wonwoo,
Marriage life was fine in between us. I was a happy wife and you were being a good husband just like you promised. Just like when we were still in relationship, we still had our arguments and misunderstandings. It was to the extent of us barely talking to each other for days, but in the end, being considerate we are, we were still able to resolve the problem and back to normal.

Sometimes it was because of exhaustion from work that we argued, we were both tired of work and just wanted to rest but one of us has to nag and that was how we start to argue. Sometimes, it was because of some complications in the household that made us choose a wrong decision and blamed each other for it.

I swear, marriage life is weird and complicated than in relationship does. But nevertheless, the reason we stayed is because we knew those problems were nothing, we still loved each other that we are able to comfort each other and reconciled.

If I get mad, you'll calm me. If you get mad, I will calm you down. If we both get mad, we both took a moment of silence before apologizing. That is always the best because from there we are able to think of a way out and be back to normal.

Marriage is sure not something to play with because we are already tied to each other. But it is also the best thing that could happen because you are already mine. We would spend the time together when we are free and would cherish the moment. Even if it feels different from when we were still in relationship but it definitely feels the best.

We got married a year after becoming fiances. We only invited our parents and close contacts that we trust. I was glad that Dania was able to attend as well despite her busy schedule, I'm glad that she is able to achieve her dream as an actress, I know she took the same course with me during university but she felt like she had more passion in acting. She managed to get that goal, I am not complaining, she literally became the best actress out there.

You even invited the senior who liked me back in university, and he came with his fiance. We both congratulated each other for finding lovers. I apologized to him for not accepting his love, but he said it was okay because Wonwoo deserved me. He also said he was thankful that I rejected him, if not he would've not met the girl he proposed to. It brought a smile to me that his fiance was still the girl that became his girlfriend when I rejected him,

I felt glad for Dania, to be able to achieve her dream as an actress. I felt glad for that senior, Yoon Jeonghan, that he found his love.

Our wedding might be only small but the people who came were quite a lot. It even surprises me to see Seungcheol, Mingyu and Hansol came to the wedding. They were all grown up, Seungcheol and Mingyu were wearing business outfits while Hansol wore kind of hiphop but still professional outfit.

You told me Seungcheol and Mingyu are business men and sometimes invests in your company. The three of you became business partners and quite well-known and powerful in the business world, I was concerned because we knew what they did but you told me they apologized for their actions and they have changed to better men.

While Hansol became one of the famous hiphop rappers in the music industry, and he is under your agency. I could not believe you had varieties of business and managed to handle them all at once, I don't know how you did it but for sure you are one smart man.

I remember the three of them went to me and apologized to me for what they did back in highschool. Seungcheol and Mingyu promised to work hard and smart together with you so their business and your business won't fall, Hansol promised to be the best and unproblematic rapper in the music industry so your agency wouldn't be accused of mistreat or anything.

And they did the job well, I checked their progress and asked around about them. All I hear is positive reviews from people about those three, people said these people are honest and never cheats in their job. I was glad that they keep their promises and I was able to trust them. Maybe you beating up their asses made them realize of their immature behaviour and decides to change for good.

That's great, because they got themselves a girl.

Basically, our wedding day is the day where everything changes for the best, and we are all able to live a good life. I was glad, that for once, I am able to live comfortably without much nuisance from people and that they treated me well sincerely,

I thanked you for that, Wonwoo. I really am.

Now that we are thirty-two years old, it has been two years since we got married and had a great time. Now and then, you set your schedule perfectly and balanced. You made sure you will get off at six p.m and spend the rest of the night with me.

You will also take two days off for the weekends so you can spend it with me. Despite the limited time you get for work, you managed to run your father's business well and I am sure your father will be proud of you. You did all this for me, so I would get to live in comfort,

So that our newborn son will live well.

Two years after our marriage, you decide that we should have little ones. I got shy at that but of course I did not refused. Not that it was our first, we have done 'it' many times but we were careful because we both wanted to spend time with each other as husband and wife while preparing ourselves to be parents. Eventually, It seemed that you were ready to be a parent because you asked for it, and I gave you.

I managed to give birth to our first son, Jeon Chanhee. And he is the most handsome human on earth, sorry for that Wonwoo ;)  I couldn't help but cry when I first held him in my arms. But hey! You were also crying when you held him too, I swear both of you looked so cute together, you smiled so wide when his little hand held your fingers.

It was the most beautiful sight I've ever seen.

We lived a happy family together, not until one day that happiness turns to a dreadful day.

I just finished feeding Chan when I received a call through our home phone. I thought it was just a business call from my company or your company but no, it was from somewhere else. I held Chan in my arm when I picked up the call, "Mrs. Jeon?"

"That's me,"

"This is the hospital, I am sorry to inform you that your husband, Jeon Wonwoo, has been involved in a serious car accident,"