Dear Wish (exo)

Chapter 2: More and more

Dear Diary,

Another day of another suffering, but another day thinking

This day, I'm so embarrass to the my whole hometown. My neighbors laugh at me, Mr. Grumpy, teenage girls, cool guys and even the man who own this place. Not just only that, but there was these three girls, three annoying girls! They came to me like they pity me, I thought they would comfort me, but they didn't. They just whispered to me, the first girl said "scaredy cat..." The second girl said "afraid of a little song" and the third girl said "it is just an artist", and they just walked away laughing. That day, I was so afraid to go out to my house, I can't buy, I can't go out for a walk, it's like... Because of that night, if this just didn't happen! My life won't get into this. I thought my whole hometown is the only one who knows about this, but I was wrong. I get up and open my computer, and I watch at youtube, and then there was this girl, who secretly took a video about last night and like 1,000,000 people watch it. My life is doom. I knew something bad will happen. Good thing I'm just all alone here at my home. Sadly, my parents aren't here for me. They went abroad to work and my aunt is here for me. But she died 2 years ago, so I'm left here all alone, my parents just visit me twice a year only. Good thing, there is still one girl who is here for me, Riyeon. But if it isn't t because of her. No one will laugh at me, tease or call me a coward. Is people today just so mean.

I was watching some videos to forget about this things. Suddenly Riyeon came. She just went inside like its her home, my door is locked but how did she get in. Oh yeah right! I gave her a spare key. "Eonnie! I brought something for you!" She said while locking my door again. "It's rice cake, I know it's your favorite, and I know that you won't get out of your house because your embarrass about last night..." She said while putting the rice cake down at the table. Suddenly I said "why are you here?" "Huh?!? What do you mean?" She said with confusion. "I mean what are you doing to my house, I didn't even let you in here!" I shouted at her. "Give me the keys." I continued. She listened to me and she gave it. "Now get out, you're suppose to be knocking first before getting in!" I continued while hiding the keys in my pocket. "But Eonnie... You said I can..." She haven't finish her sentence but I just yelled at her "BUT NOW YOU CANT!!!!!" She was suppose to cry out but she just run through me and hug me tightly to calm me down. "Eonnie! Eonnie! Calm... Take a deep breath." But I wasn't feeling good, I was very mad at her, she is the reason why am I like this. I was so mad I just push her out of me and I shouted "GET OFF!!!". She fell down and got a wound and her arm, she accidentally push the rice cake, when she fall. She cried and run away through my door. I just sit on the floor and felt guilty as always. I looked at the rice cake she gave me, and there was a note in the box. "Hi Eonnie. Sorry about last night, it was just an accident and I don't know that they were going to pick you. I promise Eonnie, we'll never gonna go back there again. Even it's my wish but I want you to be happy eonnie... Because of this I brought you a rice cake. I made it, and I made it with love, SARANGHAE EONNIE!!!"

When I read that note, I felt much guilty. I dress up and go to her house. I wore sunglasses and a hat so people won't recognize me. When I got into her house, I went straight to her bedroom. I saw her crying and she's trying to heal her wound, but she doesn't know how to. I felt guilty about pushing her. I knock her door and said "Riyeon are you ok? May I come in?" She immediately answered me "yes." I ask her "are you mad at me Riyeon? sorry I push you I was just not in myself that time, sorry.." "It's fine eonnie, I know your mad about this." She answered. I look at her and she was trying to heal her wound but she keeps trying but she can't so I said "let me do that for you" "thanks eonnie." She is a very good friend, she understand me even though I push her and got her a wound on her arm. She ask me while I heal her wound "Eonnie... Are you mad at me?" I suddenly look at her and continue to heal her wound "of course not" I answered. "The truth!" She said. "Haa! Yeah.. Cause I was really embarrass about it. Millions of people saw what happen" I answered her getting back from being mad. "Yeah, but they didn't know what's wrong that's why you walk away through the crowd of fan girls." She told me with good vibes. "Stop! Hahaha!" I said. She was really a good friend. I'm so lucky she was there for me. So that day, I wasn't mad at her. I stayed at my house for 5 days just to make me happy. One day she ask me "Eonnie do you wanna go out, I mean like go to the park or something?" i immediately answered "yes!"

We got right up and start going out. I feel so happy and even forgot about that night of embarrassment. Good news! People don't recognize me anymore. That's a good sign.

When Riyeon and I are walking through the park. I saw two guys who are wearing a mask and they look very suspicious, and they look very familiar. I started to worry but I didn't care at all. When Riyeon goes to the toilet I waited outside. I was on my phone and then suddenly, it was those two guys again! I look straight up and I saw him. He said "you look very familiar." I was freaking out. I said "who... Who are you?" Riyeon is still in the toilet, so I can't just leave without her. The first guy removed his mask. When he did, he look very familiar, very! "Wait.. You... You are the one who ask me who is my bias?!?" I ask him and I'm so mad. he immediately answered "yes, it was me." I was so angry at him, asking me such nonsense question to the whole lot of people. I was struggling his neck and the second guy tried to stop us. He accidentally removed his mask and separate us two. He said "stop stop!" He look at me and he said "are you ok?" I can't answer him, but he is very familiar, but I don't know who he is. "Uhmm who are you?" I'm very confused. "You don't remember me?" He ask me one more. "No I still don't." I don't know what his gonna do. But he held my hand and sing a song. When he sang his voice is very familiar too. And I just remembered. "You.. You are the guy from last night! Su... Suho...oppa..." I was so shock, speaking with my voice cracking. "Yes it was me." He said. "Do you even know who did you struggle at the neck, and last night, he ask you who is your bias and you said me... But you didn't even said my name." He continued. "Sorry but I don't know you, really." I said. "And I just wanna ask you the same question, who is the person I struggle?" I ask him with the awkward smile. "It's.. Baekhyun!" He answered. I don't really know him, but I heard that name before, not on Riyeon but before. I knew someone who's name is Baekhyun... Maybe I'm just imagining. Finally Riyeon came out. "Eonnie, where should we go next?" She ask me while wiping her hands with tissue. When she look straight up, she saw Suho and Baekhyun. She was about to scream with joy but I immediately answer her question "we're going home!" I pulled her hand and run as fast as I can.

We got home and I locked the door, the windows and everything. I was afraid, maybe they'll come back. Riyeon ask "Eonnie, why are you acting so weird?" I didn't answer her question, I was frustrated about everything. I ask her a question "Riyeon, you know a lot about that group right the... The..." "Exo? " She continued my sentence. "Yeah! Tell me something about them, may you?" I continued my question. All night she talks about them, while I take notes. Well that's was weird, but I must I know them...