Dear Wish (exo)

Chapter 3: The truth

Dear Diary,

Another day of observing,

Whole night, Riyeon talk about them, she let me watch some videos about them too. I was so weird. I made some hot chocolate and snacks for Riyeon so she won't get bored. In the morning, she had slept, and I got everything I need. I know them, recognize them. But I can't still get my mind out of Baekhyun, he is really familiar, familiar then ever. Because when I was a kid, at kindergarten, I was alone and no one wants to be friends with me, but instead they bully me. When I was now in first grade. I'm very weak at my studies, I don't have any high grades. It came my third grade, I was improving, just a little. When my sixth grade came, we're going to graduate, but I'm still finding my studies very difficult. One day, there was this one boy. He is very sweet and kind. He talk to me and ask me if I needed help, I said "yes!" He teaches me in my studies help me with my project and got into the top of my class. I thank him for all my life, if it wasn't because of him I wouldn't finish my studies. We are now at high school back then, he sang songs, treat me outside. But that day of our graduation, were going to be separated to achieve our dreams. He said he'll be back for me but he didn't. My whole I waited for him to come back. That is why I'm not with my parents, when I was little my parents ask me to come with them. But I refused, I waited for him to come back, and be friends again, he said to me before he left, he said "when we meet again, we can be more than more friends...." It's been 3 years since I saw him though. Maybe he already forgot me. That wouldn't happen, he won't forget me, I just know...

I came back to the park, hoping they'll be back. I was sitting on a bench and then someone just sit beside me. When I look at my side, it was Baekhyun! I ask him few question to know him better. I ask my first question "what's your favorite color?" I don't know why did I ask him that dumb baby question. He just laugh and answer my question he said "black like diamonds." I was so confused but I just write it. My next question is "how long have you been in this group?" He answered "maybe about 2 years from now. Maybe a year and 11 months I guess." I ask my third question "what's your favorite food?" He answered "the food I ate when I was in high school." I ask him another question "what is you favorite clothes fashion?" He answered "Just normal, a t-shirt and a pants, with a jacket tying around my waist and a side hat." His answers are very familiar though. And I ask him my last question "whats your favorite... Fruit?" He answer "mango and banana..." And it's very familiar though, his last answer is like being compared to something so I ask him "why?" He answer me "because yellow was the last color I saw from my very best friend when I was in high school." I was wondering and confused, the last time I saw my best friend in high school I was wearing a yellow dress, and for some reason, I don't remember his face though. He said "when I was little I have a friend who is very kind and loving, my friend is always there for me. But on our graduation day, we say good bye each other. And the last thing I told my friend 'When we meet again, we could be more than just a friend', I told her that because when the first time I met her I was falling in love with her, but I just can't seem to tell her, cause she said were friends right?, so I look for her almost for 3 years but I can't find her." His words are very meaningful, but our story is about the same... I don't understand but... It just happen. "Maybe I already answer all of your question" he said. Before he left, he put his hand in my face and he is going near little by little through my face and turns to my neck and he whispered "I forgot to say something about my friend." I ask him "what, what is it?" He goes near to my neck and he whispered "I love you friend...." I was so shock and I feel nervous, I don't know why but, I'm feeling a bit hot. I just left him there and run away back to my home.

I was so hot and sweating like I run 2 miles from here. Riyeon was very confused about me. I kept slapping my self and forgetting about that.... Our story are very similar, he has a girl best friend and mine is a boy, and the color and stuff. That is the stuff my bets friend likes. The "black like diamonds, the food I ate when I was in high school, and the mango and banana color of the dress of his friend." I must know the truth.... Is he my long lasting friend.

For this day I tried to figure out if he is really my friend before. I wanted to ask him but, it's so awkward to say it. How will I do this. Should I say it like I'm so so curious, should I say it like I needed a help.... How! Just be yourself. Yeah right! But how can I be my self if I'm freaking out. Should I ask someone. Maybe Riyeon knows, so I ask her.

"Riyeon may you come here quick." I shouted. She immediately run to me. "What is it, Eonnie?" "Do you know something about Baekhyun, about his long lasting friend?" I ask her. "Yes Eonnie, why?" She answered, she ask me why, I don't know what to say so I said "nothing, uhmm... I just want to know more about them." She quickly took the computer and play a video. The video was about Exo, the host ask Baekhyun, "do you want to say or broadcast something?" Baekhyun answer "yes, I want to... There was this girl a friend of mine, I really wanted to meet her, because I promise her that we will meet..." My heart beats so fast, I can't understand it. But Baekhyun is... My long lasting friend!

I can't believe, my friend becomes a universal star! All I need is to confirm that he is my friend....

The other day I ask Baekhyun if he wants to meet me at the park this evening, good thing he said "yes!" I waited for him there and when he did came. He is wearing his favorite style, the t-shirt, pants, jacket and a hat. We are used to dress up like that when we are in high school, so I wore the same thing too. He sat beside me and he called me "friend...." I was so shock, did he knew about it. "Rira... Friend... I can't believe I saw you again?" He said it with joy and hug me tightly. "Ok ok, now pls can loose a bit, I can't breathe" I said... "Sorry" he answered. He get off me and look straight up. I ask him "why... How did you recognize so easily?" He just laugh and answered me "remember that time in the concert?" "Yeah..." I answered. "Well, I knew it was you, that's why I chose you...." He said. "Do you also know why did I ask you who is your bias?" He continued. "Actually, no" I answered him. "Because that night, I thought you recognize me and choose me as your bias." He said. "Why would I choose you?" I ask him with confusion. "Remember our last day in high school, the one I said to you, 'if we meet again, we can be more than friends'."he said. "Uhmm... Yeah, more than friends, as in 'best friends'." I answered him. I look at him and he look so sad, I don't know why. I wanted to comfort him but we haven't seen each other for years now, and I'm being shy to him, because he became a universal star. He should be treated nicely. "What do you mean best friend?" He ask me while he look at me so confusing. "Yeah.. Best friends, because before we are just friends and you want us to be more than that, right?" I answered him. "That's not what I.... Never mind." He said but he haven't finish his sentence.

We just talk all night and ask some stupid question. "Rira, do you have any boyfriend or someone that is courting you or something?" He ask, while his voice is cracking. "No, I'm still alone, you know... But last year someone courted me, but I didn't want him so I just dumped him." I answered. I feel so confused, it's like I'm angry but happy. I'm still confused, how did he recognize me that easily. I ask him "Baekhyun.. Remember that concert night, you said you recognize me so soon, but how did you did that?" "hahaha! Of course I'll recognize you, how will I forget the person I've been through all my life, the person who is very kind, caring, loving, funny, and...." He answered and looked at my face and he continue to say, "and... Beautiful!" I feel so happy, but I feel like I'm lock up in a cage and someone is just trying to break my cage, but my cage is still lock, no damage happen. After that question of mine, it was very late so I said "anyways, Baekhyun I have to go, it's getting late." "Ok sure!" He said. "Here let me accompany you going to your house, is it ok for you?" He ask me. "Uhmm... Ok sure... But wouldn't your members will be looking for you?" I answered him, but I'm worried, someone might be looking for him. "No it's fine, we have our own lives, own lives with our special someone." He answered me with his sweet voice. I felt so happy, I think I got goose bumps.

On our way back, he stick with me. I feel like I'm with a police beside me. Every step I take he is telling me "Be careful you might trip, I don't want you to get hurt." I felt like I'm giggling but without any sudden sound or movement. When I'm there near my home, I was suppose to say bye at Baekhyun but he quickly told me "don't say bye, because I don't want to hear any goodbyes from you, all I want to hear is a loving 'hi'." "O... Ok" I felt really happy. He held my hand and tell me something just random. When he did, Riyeon came out so happy, "Eonnie Eonnie!!! I'm so happy you're bac..." She shouted but haven't she finish her sentence. She was suppose to scream as always but I quickly covers her mouth and went inside.