Dear Wish (exo)

Chapter 9: Happiness

Dear Diary,

I don't what's exactly is happening but I know, it will end badly,

Today, I slept in my bed, and I was hugging a teddy bear, I dreamt about Kai. I was sleeping and Kai was
there, he lay down with me and he hug me. I thought it was real but when I woke up,it's not. It's like I already have this strange feeling with Kai, do I like him?

We're friends, just friends... Kai wouldn't like me at all, I mean I'm such a crazy girl, and Kai told me we're friends so yeah that's a bad sign that we can't be together, I mean, never mind. I went back to sleep.

I dreamt once again about Kai, but this is different, Baekhyun was there. Baekhyun was sitting with me and his comforting me, and now Kai came and his so angry. This is like what happen yesterday but this time Kai is mad. I'm so confuse, what is happening? I woke up and it's already morning, I can't go back to sleep. This dream is making me pissed off.

I just kept looking at Baekhyun's diary. I wonder what's written inside. Maybe it's all about his girlfriend. Yup for sure, it's all about his girlfriend, no question ask. I left my room and I started to make breakfast. I put the toast in a plate and I walk to the table, I trip all the way to the table. The plate fell down and it's broken. I tried to clean it but when I hold it my hand bleeds. I'm so scared. I whispered to my self "Kai help me." When I look straight up, Kai was there. He carry me through the couch and he healed my wound and he clean the broken plate. "Wow! Your so fast." I said. "Fast what?" He ask. "Fast, I mean I just called you and your here already." I replied. "I told you if you need, call me." He answered.

"Are you really used to cleaning stuff?" I ask. "I sometimes clean in some mess in our dorm so..." He answered and he laugh after that. Its so awkward that Kai is here with my wounded arm. "Are you ok?" He ask, "yeah I'm fine..." I answered. He sat with me and he keep looking at my wound. "does it really hurt?" He ask again. "Yeah of course it hurts, I can't barely move my hand." I answered and I kept wiggling it. "No not the wound, the feels..." He replied. I knew what he meant, he is talking about Baekhyun. "I don't want to talk about it." I said. "I just want to know, does it really hurt?" He ask again and again. "Why won't you try it so you would feel it and to stop asking me questions" I answered, he look at me so weird. "Just kidding, hahaha" I continued, it kind of makes me happy.

"Well, I really wanted to feel it." Kai said, "feel what?" I ask. "I wanted to feel that you will love someone very much, is she going to hurt me or I'm going to hurt her or we will have the best love, what do you think?" He answered, he ask you another one. "Well, it depends on how you treat a girl, if you treat her right she will be there for you as long as you will be good for her, but if you didn't treat her right she will get hurt." I answered. He just nodded.

"Wait, is your concert going to start after 3 days?" I ask, "yeah, why?" He answered. "Aren't you suppose to be practicing?" I ask again. "We're going to practice before the day that the concert will start." He answered. I just open my mouth and nodded.

"Ok back! I wanted to try loving someone." He said. "Ok go, but you need to choose the right girl that is for you, that is meant for you." I replied. "Ok sure, but I don't know how... Can I practice it with you?" He ask, I was so shock my eyes turn big. "What?!" I shouted, "are you serious?" I continued. "Yeah I'm serious, just practice, please happy!" He said, he kept doing aeygo just to convince me. "Ok fine, but just practice!" I answered. "Yes of course." He replied.

We started to go on a play date. My first instruction, I said "Ok first thing first, when eating in a restaurant or even at home, you should pull out the sit of the girl, I mean not pull like you know." "I get it." He answered. We tried to do it, and he did it well. "Wow you get it!" I said. "Yeah, I'm still not use to it though." He replied. My second instruction, I said "Second thing, when ordering in a restaurant. the man should call the waiter not the girl, and say it properly, not shouting nor loud, it should be just average." He nodded and he tried to call for a waiter, "waiter!" He said, he did it well again. "good!" My third instructions, I said "Third, when ordering ask the girl first what she likes before you, it's a good manner for treating a girl, if the girl said 'I'll have anything' you should order the food for the girl, but it should be delicious and fit for the girl taste, and if the girl tells what she like just order it, you can choose different kind of food, anything you like but it's more sweet if you agreed with the girl's suggestion and choose it too." "But how can I know what the girl likes?" He ask, "it's easy, know the girl first before going in this kind of stuff." I answered. "Ahh ok!" He replied.

He don't know a lot about me so we proceed on the next one. We kept practicing and practicing and he is so good at this, I think he's ready just need to find the right girl. "For the girl, it's you, I can't help you with that." I said, he nodded and say "thank you happy, thank you so much!" "Your welcome smiley!" I replied, he's so glad though and I clearly forgot about Baekhyun!! Yeah!

"Ohh smiley!" I shouted, "yes." He answered. "What is Baekhyun doing at the dorm?" I ask such silly question, I forgot about him but I take it back, I can't forget him. "He's doing fine, but he's acting kind of crazy, he almost flip his room upside down." He answered. "WHY?!" I ask with worries. "He said he can't find a book, and I don't know what he is saying, and we kept asking him what book? But he won't answer" Kai answered. I knew it! His looking for his diary I should get give it back. "Wait I know what it is! Wait here." I shouted and ran up to my room, I took the diary but I don't like to give it back, I want to know more but he is acting crazy and I think I should give it. "Hey smiley, I think this is what he's looking for." I said and hand it to Kai, "yeah I think this is it." He replied. He almost one the book and I said "I think you shouldn't look at it." "Why?" He ask. "Because... It's a diary of his." I answered. He nodded and close it back. "Anyways I have to go, thank you for the book and for that play date." He said. "Welcome, I'm so sorry I disturb you." I replied. "It's fine, and plus I have a lot o fun." He answered, I don't know how did he made me smile.

He went out the door and I'm alone again. Honestly, sometimes he makes me feel uncomfortable. I felt so embarrass when I'm with him even though no one else sees us.
Anyways goodnight and thank you for listening to my crazy life.

Ending of the diary

At Exo dorm
Kai came in the dorm so happy and filled with joy. He forgot that he is holding the Baekhyun's book and Baekhyun sees it. "Hey Kai!" Baekhyun shouted. "Yes hyung?" Kai answered. "Where have you been?" Baekhyun ask. "Oh, I just went to smiley's house." Kai answered. "Smiley?" Baekhyun wonder, he came near to Kai. "Oh! I meant Rira." Kai continued, Baekhyun feels so stress out. "Why do you have my book, where did you get it?" Baekhyun ask with anger. "This one? You left it in smiley and she hand it to me to give it to you." Kai answered and he hand it to Baekhyun. Baekhyun took it so mad, his feeling so depressed... Why?