Why Me?

Chapter 5

I stopped by the kitchen, where he sat down by the table reading a book. I held the pictures in my hands and walk to sit next to him. I slid the pictures to where his eyes saw them.

"What are these?"

"I-Its ours, Luhan."

"What? When did you find out about it?"

"Last week when I fainted from you."

"Oh."

"But what happens if she knows about it."

"Know what," her voice came into the conversation.

He quickly hid the pictures and crushed them with his bare hands,"Ah, nothing, baby."

"Your hiding something are you Luhan,"her eyes landed on me,"What happened when I was gone, working my ass off more than this bitch."

"Nothing happened, stop thinking like that, its making me smile because of your mad talk," he chuckled, "Don't worry babe, nothing happened between us and it never will."

My heart shattered after his words. Nothing will never happened between us and it never will, I thought over and over again. I got up from the chair, and walked away. I went straight to my room and slowly slammed the door from behind. I laid down on the bed as my tears slowly ran. Why me Luhan, i thought as they echo through my ears. Minutes later, a soft knock came from my white wooden door. I turned my body with the blanket to look at the window next to me, where the sun light shines brightly with trees blocking its path. I don't bother turning the other way but the door closes and footsteps come closer to my bed. I felt the bed sunk down as if someone was even close to me. Warm soft arms wrap my stomach as I'm getting soft kisses in a return. Is is him, I thought as I tighten my eyes shut. I tried moving his arms off me but he starts to get a tighter grip of me.

"Please just stay like this," his voice softly says,"just for a little longer."

I held onto his arms as his warm breathe chills my neck to my toes. Is it a clue for something or is it this moment now, I though while tears ran down but not too hard.

"I know that I've been really foolish but there is a lot more than you think. It was 'you' that I thought of. It was always you and I'm sorry to say this but, go do abortion."

The word 'A B O R T I O N' hits be like a ton of bricks coming from no where. I was angry to what this was to become. I knew that it was the Luhan from the start. The Luhan that, I really cant explain.

"Why?"

"It'll be better for us both and most of all, its better for her not to know."

"Where is she now?"

"She left to do some errors so it's just us both here, together."

"Luhan, just let me go."

"I cant do that yet."

"Why was it me?"

"Because it was you."

A/N
Omg this chapter is killing me. But please tell me in the comments on how you feel so far. I dont have a lot of readers to read this story which makes me want to delete it but I will try harder. Whatever you do, I apologize for whatever i did to you guys. Maybe went too far with the rated stuff, maybe L U H A N. Im done.