Why Me?

Chapter 2

As you and I were together, it was like heaven's light shining down on us. Just tell me one thing, how important was I to you? Did you ever loved me or someone else? Well I don't care anymore because I rather let it hurt me more.

As I return home that night, I heard things that didn't sound right. I was scared to twist the door knob but I did anyways. I saw you with another girl playing around and kissing her. You both stared at me as I looked at you guys, and I was about to cry so, I quickly left and out the door I went. Why would you even through the hard work I've been through? I left and stopped at a cafe where my of my good friends work at. I told her everything, but there was this one question I couldn't answer, why you? As I stood there clueless, I just left, finding a place to sleep to know that it was a dream. Are we even meant to be and if we weren't than why me? As i found a place i wanted to sleep, you found me.

"What do you think your doing."
"Go away Luhan, i dont want to see you right now."
He grabbed onto my wrist and pulled me in, feeling his warm body,"Your gonna be the one i want the most. It doesnt matter who I am with because i dont love, I fuck."

I let go and ran else where but he wrapped his arms around my stomach and pulled me in somewhere that i dont know. He forced my wrists on a wall as im struggling to get out. I stopped because i wasnt strong enough to run.

"Now you calmed down,"he touched my hair,"now you be a good girl while im doing my business at home,okay."

He left and i went on my knees, crying. I couldn't stop, why tears? He watched every step I took no matter what. Im locked up in heaven's hell cage. No where to go, no where to stay. He wanted me but I had nothing to do with him, anymore.