[Mitchell's pov]
I wake up in my fucked up bed in my fucked up room in my fucked up house in the fucked up part of town.. I find myself staring up at the roof like an idiot.. I lift myself out from under the covers and sit on the edge of the bed for a good few seconds
oh god.. I'm thinking about Vince again
I slap the side of my head and push myself out of my room.. dad's home today, so I'll try not to wake him.. I go to the bathroom and the lock the door behind me as I stare into my reflection in the cracked mirror..
dad wasn't too happy when I hit it.. but he didn't yell at me.. he never yells.. he just gets disappointed but never confronts me about it.. I love him but I find it hard to let him know that.. he took me in and how do I thank him? I punch the mirror and ignore him all day.. I'm pathetic..
I grab my tooth brush and squeeze a line of toothpaste along the bristles, I hesitate before I scrub the minted paste all over my teeth, but it happens.. I scrub hard.. I scrub until my gums bleed.. I skipped brushing my teeth yesterday and this is my punishment.. bleeding gums..
I spit the blood into the sink and rinse my mouth
"I.. need to release some stress.."
I mumble to myself as I reach for the small blade I keep under the sink..
I stare at the scars lined up along my forearm.. wondering where I should strike this time..
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Hate yourself [mlm]
RomanceVincent befriends a reclusive boy named Mitchell, but the closer they become, the more dangerous it gets for both of them slow burn!! warning angst, self harm, course language