All The Stars-Jack Harlow-FINISHED

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"I gotta do the press tour" Ettinnette pleads to her manager Joey. "No! Final decision No!" Joey says pacing the room. "Joey I need to distract myself. Please just let me do it. It isn't fair to hold it off because of me" Ettinnette says as she follows Joey out of the room.

"Ettinnette you need to grieve. Fucking grieve. Your not talking to anyone you only work and sleep and you barely eat?That isn't healthy!" Joey says sympathetically. "I don't need to grieve. I grieved at the funeral with everyone else. I'm fine" Ettinnette says exasperated.

"Ettinnette I've known you for 7 years. You're not okay!" Joey says sympathetically, staring at one of her best friends on the earth. Ettinnette just scoffs walking out of the room.

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I'm going on the tour or you're fired.

Read at 4:25

Ettinnette sat in her room not caring to listen in on the whispers she heard outside of her door. It was all the same thing nowadays. Pity and worry. That's all she heard and she was fucking sick of it. So fucking tired of it..

A sudden knock on her door knocks her out of her trance and she doesn't even get up. She lets the knocking continue until Lukas peeks his head in. She doesn't look at him until she feels a dip in the bed.

"Hey" she says softly, giving him a small tired smile. She hugs him as he buries his head in her chest. He smiles at her as she gives him a soft kiss on the head. "Are you okay? Did something happen?" She asks taking his face in her hands and studying it. "I should be asking you that" Lukas says looking up at his older sister.

"I'm okay" she lies and Lukas smacks his teeth. "No your not. I'm not going to force you to tell me but your not. Don't push your feelings away." Lukas says staring into Ettinnette's full eyes. She nods not wanting to lie to him anymore and they watch the movie in silence for a moment.

"Malik is worried. You haven't been answering his calls." Lukas says still staring at the TV. "I'll call him later" Ettinnette says lying out of her ass. "Will you?" Lukas says as Ettinnette smiles shaking her head no.

They sit in silence once more as the Simpsons play on the screen. "I'm sorry" he says as tears threaten his eyes. "There's no need to be" Ettinnette says hugging him tighter and shaking her head.

Ettinnette was always so strong for people even when she wasn't strong herself. Everyone close to her knew that so it was scaring them how she turned into a shell of herself.It scared her even more.

Ettinnette knocked on Amara's door scared to use her key. She gulped as the door opened to reveal a depressed Amara. They both stand in the doorway until a small smile creeps up on both of their faces.

"We both look like shit" they say in unison and they both start to laugh bonding over the pain they were having. Ettinnette walks in and Amara passes them grapes. "How've you been" Amara says sipping her tea Julie made her drink.

Ettinnette tries to put on that fake smile she had practiced but it failed as tears danced on her eyelids. "I don't know anymore" Ettinnette says shaking and Amara wraps her in a tight hug. "I'm so so so sorry my love. You didn't deserve this" Amara says as she held the girl who's heart was in fragments. "I'm being so selfish right now. Everyone else has moved on and I can't. Why can't I move on?" Ettinnette says sobbing.