MAYBE EVERYTHING WOULD BE OKAY

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Ettinnette felt her body shiver as she pinched the bridge of her nose trying to stop the massive pain erupting from it. Her body ached with every step she took as she walked out of her room quietly not trying to wake up Jack who was still asleep in her bed. She smelled bacon being sizzled on the stove as she met Malik's backside. She groaned as her shivers got even more worse by the second making her older brother turn to her. He looked at her not even being able to meet her eyes as he stared at her deadly pale face. "Are you-I'm fine" She interrupted him shortly as she moved looking for water before she stopped reeling from the pain. She heard someone shout out for her mother as her body felt like it was collapsing on itself.


She really shouldn't have stopped taking her meds.


Ettinnette felt someone come in her room as she stared blankly at her wall facing away from the door. She felt her bed dip as the scent of Tobacco Vanille infiltrated her airways. "I'm fine Jackman" She said not moving from where she laid. Jack left his hand resting gently on her back. "You don't have to pretend with me, Nette. I can see you're hurting." he said as she didn't say anything in response making him sigh. "Imma get you something to eat" He said kissing her forehead before getting off of her bed and leaving her room.

She hesitantly moved her hand to wipe the tears now streaming down her face. "This situation is so utterly shit" she whispered as her door opened making her internally groan. "Where are they?!" Malik asked rather roughly making her eyes snap towards him. "Get the fuck out of my room" she replied bluntly as he started to look through her stuff. "What the fuck are you-Where did you hide them?!" He asked now shouting at her as her anger grew. "You're fucking crazy! Get out of my room!" She screamed at her brother as attempted to get up which made her limbs beg for her to sit back down.

"Where did you find the fucking Celexa, Ettinnette?" he shouted as Ettinnette prayed to God no one could hear her brother. "Malik get the fuck out of my room, for the last time!" She screamed furiously as he smacked his teeth. "For once in your life stop being a selfish bitch and take the fucking medicine!" He screamed making Ettinnette's heart hurt with an unexpected pain.

She was a selfish bitch?

"You know what's selfish, Malik? Not telling your siblings that their father was dying for almost two years" she said, voice crackling as her brothers face darkened with hurt and pain. "Fuck you." He said in a voice ridden with spite as she wiped the tear that escaped her eye. "Get the fuck out" The Trinidad girl replied making her brother swiftly exit the room firmly placing something in Jack's hand, who was watching from her open doorway.

Ettinnette felt her heart thump against her chest as she tried swallowing the huge lump in her throat. She locked eyes with Jack before feeling more tears escape her eyes rapidly. She looked down wiping her tears quickly as more continuously fell before she felt all too familiar arms wrap around her. She immediately leaned into Jack as hard ragged sobs left her chest while he just held her kissing her forehead occasionally to let her know he was there for her.





"You could've told me" Jack whispered keeping his eyes on Ettinnette's tired ones as they dipped in shame while they stated at each other in the dark room. "I didn't want you to see me the way I see myself" she whispered back as he cupped her face. "And how do you see yourself Ettinnette?" He asked softly as the slightest bit of hesitation crossed her face.

"Broken"

His face dipped with sadness as he used his thumb to caress her face where he held it. "You wanna know how I see you?" He asked gently as curiosity panned over her face. "I see a beautiful, loving, and strong woman. A woman who's more selfless than selfish and a woman who is no way broken. I see the woman I love" he says as her eyes clouded with tears that she quickly let fall before he gently wiped them off. "Thank you" she whispered gently placing her lips on his making him taste the salty taste of her tears. "I got you and you got me" he quietly said against her lips as she smiled through tears.


"Yeah,I got you and you got me"



Ettinnette stared at the pill packet quietly playing with it in her hands as she stared down at it. She looked at herself in the mirror quickly wiping the tears that never seemed to stop as she felt familiar arms wrap her waist. She looked up at her boyfriend as he placed gentle reaffirming kisses along her shoulder blade. He moved from her shoulder to her lower neck as she felt this overwhelming feeling of love come over just staring in awe at how perfect he is. He looked towards her gesturing towards her medicine making her turn back towards it. She popped open the packet staring at the pill that hung in her hands before dropping it in her mouth and following it with water. "I'm proud of you" he whispered against her neck as she stared back at him with practically hearts in her eyes.

Maybe everything would be okay.



A/N

ugh i hate how this chapter is so short. kmsssss

anyways there's really only happy chapters from now one ngl. i quite literally only got two more chapters left (excluding bonus chapter) before i press COMPLETEEEEE

and i've alr started working on the dominic fike book and i'm so happy cus i alr finished one chapter!!

but yeah i might spam bc i realized one schl starts updates are finna be reallll slowwwww

but ANYWAYSSS

hruuuu????

Any comments or suggestions????

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