MY DESTROYER

chapter 39

Two more days passed now.. There is no source of yn and Lilly.

Jungkook gave his card to yn's neighbors or we can say almost whole village so if she return here they can told him.

He never talk with anyone in this kindness.. So they can informe him.. He was never like this but may be loving someone changed our personality.. Our nature.

After five days he came back at Seoul.. Entering in the mansion holding Lilly's elephant plushie ..he don't know he will spend a single minute here without his two ladies.

Mina and Sofia was  standing in the living room they also know about yn that she is missing.

He just sat on the couch.looking at small elephant.

it was afternoon.

Sofia came near jungkook.

"You were not here so i didn't cleaned your room sir.. Can i do it now" Jungkook stand up quickly.

"No.. Don't touch anything" Saying this he  made his way to there bedroom.

Jungkook pov.

Entering the first I put the plushie in the empty crib of my Lilly.

Touching the edges of crib with my fingers where she used to touch.. Her baby smell is still all around the room.

The bed also still the same when yn left it..

I slowly sat on bed grabbing the pillow of yn inhaling her roses fragrance.. Which she naturally had.

I can't clean this bed.. Which have there fragrance.

I don't know why but when i was at Busan I was feeling like I am far from her but now it's felt like she is near me.. The time when my car entered in the city I felt like I am going near her.. May be it's my illusion

" I never imagine that a small little girl which I seen barley two years ago will change my life that much..will made me addicted to her that much that I can't even think my life without her"

"She made this house a home.. With her smile.. Roaming around all the mansion.. .. Doing the house choras..her food.. Now I don't like eating anything from another".

Even we had her little version also.. After so many ups and down we were finally together but now..

Right now she is not here.. But still she is everywhere.

I can't live without you yn..

Suddenly I felt little pain in my heart and I looked around the room I felt like the room get smaller.. Like there is no oxygen left in this room.. I quickly opened the balcony door but still felt like I can't breathe and I ran outside breathing heavily.

Sofia and mina ran towards me.. But i ran outside of house and don't know when I falls on the green grass out side of house.

When I opened my eyes I was in living room couch doctor was standing near me.

But I know reason without eating anything just some coffee and ciggarette I am taking sleeping pills.. From last three days.

Doctor also said the same I have to took proper meal..

But how can I?

When I don't know that my wife eaten or not?

My daughter had her food or not?

But still sofia made the soup for me.. I eat it.. Because it's not time to become a weak person.. I have to find my family..

"Don't go in my room" Saying this I came out.