MY DESTROYER

chapter 44

Jungkook pov.

Standing in the living room.. I was waiting for the women who was the m'stress of my friend father.

Yes.. It's strange but I am doing it right now.

Don't know why but after hearing that  she have a little daughter my heart  clenched..May be helping them I will feel near my daughter.. My Lilly.

Specially when jimin said that his father bring her from a brothel. Last week when I meet a woman who was asking me for lift.

She thought that I didn't seen her marks and scar which she tried to hide by make up.. She was trying her best to act normal but her face saying something else.

Sleeping with a man whom they don't know about anything.. Sometimes the name also.. Just for the money so they can feed themselves is not easy.. Nobody wants this.

After doing all this society blame them.. Just like tae refused to take her..but it's not his fault.. This thing we learn from this f'cking society..

And don't Know why but I said yes..

After knowing that she is same age us i was little shocked..may be that's why jimin hate her.

I already informed sofia that I am bringing someone at home so she can prepare the guest room for her.. I decided that I will tell all of them that she is one of friend so they don't judge her.

Even I hired mina again so if she need anything she can tell them.

But my heart is beating fast with Every passing moment I am feeling different..

I was in my thoughts when I heard some noisese from upstairs. I didn't looked up but I can feel that someone is coming.

I don't want to made her uncomfortable by staring at her so my head was low.. Just waiting so when she came down I will guide her towards my car.

But don't know why I was fighting between my mind and heart..my heart was telling me to look at her but I can't.. I am not a pervert.

This is the same feeling when I first time goes at yn house.. I decided that I will not look at her.. But the moment she came out with the trey.. It was me who staring at her continuously like a pervert..

I still didn't looked at her but in the corner of eyes I can feel that someone is slowly coming down from the stairs.. And at end my heart wins our my mind.

I looked upstairs slowly and the moment I looked.. My whole body frozen..floor slipped under my feet.

"Yn.." I  was not able to mumble.. It was just come in my mind.

My whole world stopped.. I felt like I am standing the edge of a railway track and the train is passing in speed of hundred just near my nose.. Still not hitting my body.

Nothing.. I can't hear anything now.

Her whole body covered in black dress.. The color which she don't like.. And a little figure hugging her like koala.

Is she really my yn or not..i try to look carefully because her face was pale.. Lips were dried..her cheeks are now not remain chubby.. It's lost there natural blush.

Her eyes..I don't know about the eyes because she didn't even looked up for once.

Am I dreaming because God can't do this to me.. He can't do this to my wife and daughter.. But no..it's not a dream because I heard that in the dream we don't remember the starting.. Never..

But unfortunately I remember how I came here.. The meeting with jimin.. All the things.

No.. No this can't be possible.. She can't be my yn.