dream reality

chapter 2. i changed my mind

Early morning Wednesday I'm waking up next to lot.
Haven't freshened up.

Me(dream)- what does all this mean for us?

Lot- what do you mean baby?

Me(dream)- our relationship you being a soulmate and all are we actually getting married. Or you just one of those player ,player divine masculines?.

Lot- tuh I've had my far share of fems. I love you ma I would never leave you by yourself. Yes I'm going to marry you just give it some time.

Me(dream)- okay I believe you, don't leave I have abandonment issues.

Lot- baby ill help you work on it I promise.

I get up out the bed to brush my teeth and take a shower still kind of tired from last night session. Ooo I can't wait to tell my girl salem what happened bitch she gone be on her knees like bitch what.

Getting ready to prepare lot's breakfast well why not it's the morning after.
I prey non of this dusty bitches chase after Lot or even other divine feminines shit I'm the realist and most famous of them all.
Mother goddess chick you better believe that I come first and everybody in the spiritual community knows that especially by my portal of Clairaudience with my emotional space.

Almost finished cooking pancakes, bacon and a side of eggs and toast just in case he wanted that. And some milk and another glass orange juice. If he didn't make up his mind on which he wanted.

Me(dream)- I'm coming with your breakfast  handsome.

Lot- whaaaaat!.

I put down the plate one after the other he looked up shocked at me he was not expecting that.

Lot- omg all this for zaddy? Damn I most of put the work in last night.

Me(dream)- yes baby my Habibi (my love in arabic). I'm don't with these karmic men that keeps coming in and out of my life.

Lot- I'm pretty sure they just want your sex because of what they see and your talents. Divine masculines can be that way too if not evolved don't worry I got you baby.

We both finished our plates washed the dishes I needed to finish getting dressed for work I know salem like where this bitch at I miss her.

I kissed Lot.

Me(dream)- I have to go to work baby. Where you headed I get off at 9pm.

Lot- what where you work at?

Me(dream)- hooters and I don't want to be late.

Lot- you don't need to work, let me take care of you.

Me(dream)- yeah uhuh I will but let me stack up a little bit before I leave the job.

Lot- okay baby it's up to you, you have the free will right now. It's all about divine timing baby girl.

Lot- I'm staying here, we'll let me go get my shit and I'll come back I'm not leaving you.

Me(dream)- okay babe I'm outie.

Making my way on the train the G train is right on time but that Q train take hours what they do hold up the train dispatcher or what?.

Getting on the q now salem texting her before I get there. Girl you won't believe what happened last night I can't wait to tell you shit got crazy.

Good my stop right on time I'm heading to the locker room here comes salem.

Salem- girl what, tell me everything.

Me(dream)- my soulmate lot came to my apartment girl when I tell you we got it poppin what!. He is the shit in that bedroom with me girl. Did you know he wants marriage.