Eleven

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Tom

Her apartment was indeed small and kind of tight

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Her apartment was indeed small and kind of tight. The first room we enter as we walk in looks like a bedroom and a living room at the same time. Without a couch or something. A bed, a tv, a bookshelf and decoration. Nothing much to be honest. "I'll uh.. I'll take a shower, if you don't mind." She says softly. "No, I don't mind. Go." I say and look at her, walking into another room, which is obviously the bathroom. Jordan comes back and says"Oh, if you want to sit down you can sit in my bed." "Okay.."

While she's showing I look around her room a bit. The bookshelf mentioned earlier is filled with books. I don't think I can see a free spot. There are even some books piling on the floor. "Little bookworm." I say softly nd smile. Over her bed are a lot of pictures, mostly baby pictures. With I'm assuming her mother and her siblings. Even with Maria, which is obvious because it's a more recent picture. Maybe four years back... Jordan looked so happy in those pictures, not unlike now... I sit down on the edge of her bed and wait.. Until she gets back.

God that bet was a stupid idea, I can't believe I already lost it. Okay, I wouldn't say I love her, but I don't hate her that's for sure. Somehow I have the feeling she doesn't. It still feels like she hates me. But the way she looked at me after the kiss, it wasn't love or attraction. There was nothing in her eyes. Absolutely nothing. I'll never forget that look on her face. Obviously we always had chemistry, every good enemy has chemistry. But something changed, I know it. I just don't know what changed...

When Jordan came back, I couldn't take my eyes off of her. "Why are you staring at me?" She asks and turns off the light in the bathroom. "I'm not." "Okay.. Are you sleeping here or going home?" "Well, if you want me to leave or sty I can-" "Tom, I asked if you want to leave or stay." She rolls her eyes and sits down on her bed behind me directly at the wall. "I'll leave... later." "Okay." Jordan pulls the blanket over her body and pats on the mattress right next to her, "I don't bite, you know." "You kinda do." She chuckles and shakes her head. I still sit down next to her. "Thank you, again." She says and looks at me. "Don't thank me for that, Jordan." "Why not? You saved me, Kaulitz." "And I'd do it again, but you don't have to thank me." "Now you're being humble?" She laughs. "Don't get cocky now."
We talked for a bit until she fell asleep and because I don't want to seem like a creep, I left.

I don't want to sound to delusional, but if she didn't call out for me and they would've raped her, I could never forgive myself for letting that happen. So I made a vow with myself, that I'll never let anyone touch her again. If it means that I get hurt, so be it. This woman is pure gold. She deserves someone to look over her.

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