Hyunjin was screaming in pure agony.
It felt like knives were being continuously stabbed everywhere in his body.
He heard hurried footsteps and sobs.
“Hyunjin!” A hysterical voice yelled.Hyunjin managed to open his eyes, meeting eyes with his lover.
“F-Felix?” He whimpered, since pain seemed to be taking over.
“P-please don’t leave!” Felix yelled.Hyunjin felt a slight bit of happiness. Felix his eyes were back to normal, he was still a bit pale but he looked, normal.
He was ok.
Hyunjin felt something gooey run down the corner of his mouth, and Felix quickly wiped it away.Hyunjin wanted to say something, but a sudden blackness formed in front of his eyes.
The pain was gone. He opened his eyes and realised he was standing in a black room. He saw nothing in the darkness.
Out of nowhere there was a light shining down on him exactly, making him stand in the spotlight.He turned around, seeing if there was anybody around.
There he was. A black silhouette.
He seemed to be made of smoke, but he was also definitely solid. His eyes were a bloody red and so where his pointy teeth. His tongue was black and out of his mouth dripped a greenish slime.“Hi there, human.” The demon spoke.
“What is your name?” Hyunjin asked, scared but determined to survive.“It’s Derisunion.” He said with a different voice than before.
“That’s quite the mouth full.” Hyunjin chuckled.
Suddenly the demon was standing in front of him. “Do you think you’re funny?” He hissed.Hyunjin was terrified by the appearance of the creature.
His face was pitch black and made of what looked like leather. His red eyes stood out to the white of his eyes and the green slime dripping from the corner of his mouth smelled rotten and sickened Hyunjin.“Turn around.” The monster said.
Obeying immediately Hyunjin’s turned around, just to face his crying lover. He felt confused.
“I hate you!” Felix said.It felt like a knife in his stomach. He looked down, and the breath was sucked out of his lungs.
There indeed was a knife.
“You ruined everything!” Felix yelled again.
Hyunjin looked back at his stomach, he saw a knife appear out of thin air just to fly forwards and let the blade sink itself inside the soft skin of his stomach.Hyunjin looked back at Felix. He tasted copper in the back of his throat and coughed, spitting blood all over his white lab coat.
“Stop.” He whispered.
“No! You deserve all this pain!” Felix yelled. Another knive, this time directed to his ribcage.This isn’t real.
He’s messing with my mind.
“Felix? I love you.” He whispered. He let himself drop to the ground.He thought the sound and the light would fade, when you die.
But on the contrary.
He heard sobbing around him. A faint voice screaming.“Help! Somebody please!” He heard the strangely familiar voice yell. “Please he’s dying!” He heard sobs and even more cries for help. He looked back up at Felix, who didn’t look like his Felix any more.
This Felix had red eyes and red pointy teeth, there was green slime dripping from the corners of his mouth, and there was a insane look in his eyes.
Hyunjin grabbed the helft of the knive that stuck out of his chest, a sudden power encouraging to continue.
He pulled the knife out with a quick pull and yelled in pain.The demon disguised as his lover looked disturbed. The sobbing became louder and Hyunjin felt more and more powerful.
He sat up successfully, holding on tightly to the knife in his hands.He stood on his feet and was ready to pounce on the younger when something stopped him.
“Hey what’s your name?” A deep voice said from behind.
He turned around quickly and suddenly he was standing in a bar, the bar.“Oh it’s Hyunjin.” A identical looking boy said to Felix.
“Could I maybe get your number?” Felix asked shyly yet with a firm voice.Just then Hyunjin understood what was going on.
This was Hyunjin’s and Felix’s first date, or more specifically, where they met.“What about I buy you a drink first.” Hyunjin said elegantly, sticking out his hand for the younger.
Felix blushed yet grabbed his hand. Without further hesitation Hyunjin pulled Felix to a bar.The scene blurred and reformed.
Blood was still gushing out of Hyunjin’s wounds and he was still holding on tightly to the hilft of the knife, but he barely seemed to notice it.They were at the Central Park. It was already nighttime, and the church just rang it’s bells to denote midnight.
“Felix?” A Hyunjin a bit further from the current one said. He tunrned towards the boy he had been walking with and grabbed his tiny hands in his larger ones.
“Felix, I really like you.”The boy was speechless. For a moment it was silent.
The earlier Hyunjin seemed to suddenly be hit with insecurity. He immediately let go of Felix’s hands and backed off, but Felix grabbed his collar and kissed him, on the lips.The current Hyunjin who had been watching from a distance felt a tear roll down his cheeks.
The scene blurred yet again and they were at their wedding.Felix was wearing the same black suit as Hyunjin and they were both holding hands in front of each other.
“You may now kiss the groom.” The priest indicated.
Hyunjin slowly leaned forward to kiss Felix, unaware of the blood still gushing out of his wounds.The scene blurred yet again and he was holding Felix’s hand. They were both wearing their rings indicating their marriage as they walked into an adoption center.
Hyunjin suddenly stopped. He looked down at his chest.
Why am I bleeding?
“What’s wrong sweety?” Felix said in a soft voice.
Hyunjin liked up, and suddenly pulled his hand out of Felix’s.He turned around to face the demon, the one disguised as Felix.
“This never happened.” He said, shock written across his face.
“But it could be.” The demon said in a sly voice.Hyunjin tunrned back to Felix, who was looking at him lovingly.
“Sweety come on they’re waiting for us.” Felix said.The demonic Felix creeped up from behind him and whispered in his ears: “It’s so simple.” He smelled like rotting and despair. “Just let me take over and I could make this all happen for real. You’ll be happy forever, and you won’t even know that it’s fake!”
Hyunjin turned around to face the monster.
The soft wailing of Felix in the ditance.
“So?” The demon asked. “Do we have a deal?”
Hyunjin couldn’t move for a spare second.It is inciting for sure.
He thought about it.
If he agreed it would mean that they probably would never fight, and then there wasn’t a chance of breaking up.
But still.It would all be fake.
“Fuck no.” He said before smashing the blade of the knive into the crook of the neck of the demon.
He yelled out in agony, not expecting that.In the distance Felix’s wailing hot louder and louder.
The monster in front of him seemed to burn away.Suddenly the light went out, and everything went black.
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Cruel ~ Hyunlix
Fanfiction(MATURE • COMPLETE) What do you do when the only person you've actually truly loved is about to face the most horrible things? That happened to Hyunjin. One day he was still laughing with his beloved, then he disappeared. In this world he could only...