"Last Chrismas Together.."

Chapter 7 : Rejection.

𝗚𝗿𝗶𝗮𝗻'𝘀 𝗣𝗢𝗩 ;

10:00 AM.

I was sitting down, at my study table, think about Scar. I guess.. These feelings are real. Mayb-

Someone knocked on the door.

"Come in." I yelled. As I yelled 'come in', a blonde haired teenager walked in. I rolled my eyes, at the fact that Tommy, was entering my room.

"HIII GRIANN!!" Tommy said.

"Ugh.. What do you want now..?" I groaned. I looked back at the window in front of me, starting to zone out again, before Tommy said something.

"What're you doinggg????" Tommy asked, walking over to my study table.

"Nothing." I said.

He had spotted some paper on the table, that had some writing on it, but it was scribbled. It wrote ; 'Are these feelings real..?'. I don't know how Tommy even read the words, but it doesn't matter. I quickly got the papers, crumbled them, then threw them in the trash.

Tommy smirked. "You thinking about someone?"

I turned red at the fact Tommy had found out what I was doing. "Fvck.." I mumbled.

"OOH YOU HAVE~!!" Tommy screamed.

"S-shut up!" I said.

"You like someone! You l-" I had cut off Tommy by shutting his mouth with my hand.

"MMHHH!!"

"You don't want to see me mad, Thomas Simons."

Thomas stared at me, in horror. "O-okay I'm- Sorry.." Tommy stuttered. I sighed, then pulled him in for a hug. "Sorry. I can't control my temper sometimes." I said.

"I-its.. Okay. I know." Tommy stuttered again.

I let out a small sigh again. "Okay.. Is there anything I can do to erm.. Make you feel better?"

Tommy looked up at me. "C-can you sing for me..?" He asked.

I smiled. "Sure buddy." Me and Tommy sat down, on my bed. I started singing some lyrics I remember at the top of my head. Tommy was listening the whole time, almost falling asleep. I patted his back slowly, making him fall into the void called 'sleeping'.

When he had fallen asleep, I laid him on my bed. I went back to my study table, and opened up my laptop. I started working on YouTube. I was laser-focused on the screen, until I heard a soft knock on the door. I can already tell that it was Phil, because of the way he knocked. I walked over to the door, then opened it.

"Hey mate.." Phil said. "Are you okay?"

I raised an eyebrow at what Phil had just said. "What do you mean? I'm fine.. Why are you asking me this?"

Phil let out a small sigh. "You have been in your room for a few days now, I'm just a bit worried about you." I chuckled. "Oh Phil.. You have nothing to worry about. I'm fine." I lied. I'm obviously not fine, I stopped eating much after the whole party incident thing. I was thinking about it every day, every night, which made me have no time to eat.

"Mate, if you have something bothering you, you can always tell me." Phil reassured.

I let out a small sigh. "I think I have a crush on someone." Phil's eyes widen, as that was certainly not an expected answer. "Ah.. Who's this- lucky boy?" Phil said.

"..You know Scar, right..?" I asked. "Yeah..-? Oh. Do you have a crush on him?" Phil smirked.

"Don't tell anyone.. Especially Tommy. He'll freak out." I said, putting both of my arms onto Phil's shoulders. He chuckled. "Alright. I won't. I'm glad at your doing fine, but please, come out to eat."

I nodded. "Mhm.. Okay." Phil walked to the door. He smiled, then left, closing the door behind him. I sat back down on the chair, as I pulled out a diary out of my shelf. I started writing an diary entry. (Not gonna say it since.. Privacy?) After that was done, I laid on my bed, which Tommy was still asleep on. I laid down beside him, as I slowly drifted to sleep..

(3 Hours Later..)

"Wᒷꖎᓵ𝙹ᒲᒷ ʖᔑᓵꖌ, xᒷꖎᑑ⚍ᔑ."

"Don't.. C-call me that." I stuttered. "I'm.. not him."

"Y𝙹⚍ ᔑ∷ᒷ xᒷꖎᑑ⚍ᔑ. Iᓭリ'ℸ ̣ ℸ ̣ ⍑ᔑℸ ̣ ||𝙹⚍∷ リᔑᒲᒷ?"

"That's not me. Call me by another name.. Grian."

"g∷ᒷᒷ-𝙹リ"? h𝙹∴ ⎓⚍リリ||. Aꖎ∷╎⊣⍑ℸ ̣ ℸ ̣ ⍑ᒷリ. I'ꖎꖎ ᓵᔑꖎꖎ ||𝙹⚍ "g∷ᒷᒷ-𝙹リ" ⎓∷𝙹ᒲ リ𝙹∴ 𝙹リ."

"T⍑ᔑℸ ̣ "sᓵᔑ∷" ⊣⚍||? hᒷ ╎ᓭリ'ℸ ̣ ∴𝙹∷ℸ ̣ ⍑ ╎ℸ ̣. D𝙹リ'ℸ ̣ ᒷ⍊ᒷリ ℸ ̣ ∷||."

"Wᔑꖌᒷ ⚍!¡, g∷ᒷᒷ-𝙹リ. Hᒷ ↸𝙹ᒷᓭリ'ℸ ̣ ꖎ╎ꖌᒷ ||𝙹⚍. T⍑ᒷᓭᒷ ⎓ᒷᒷꖎ╎リ⊣ᓭ ᔑ∷ᒷ リ𝙹ℸ ̣ ∷ᒷᔑꖎ. Hᒷ ↸𝙹ᒷᓭリ'ℸ ̣ ꖎ╎ꖌᒷ ||𝙹⚍ ʖᔑᓵꖌ."

"No.. He does like me back.." I said.

"Y𝙹⚍∷ ᓭ𝙹 リᔑ╎⍊ᒷ. Hᒷ ↸𝙹ᒷᓭリ'ℸ ̣ ꖎ╎ꖌᒷ ||𝙹⚍. T∷⚍ᓭℸ ̣ ᒲᒷ."

I immediately shot up from a sleep that felt like my worst nightmare. Rejection. "..What am I doing. He doesn't like me.."

Galactic?!? 😬⁉️ Translate is in my new community post, your welcome.

Anyways, That's all for chapter 7.. By the way, Grian wrote down some confession ideas in his diary. Don't tell him I know this, he'll kill me. Drink water, eat food, and just.. Take care of yourself for me. Alright? 💞

- Love, Alexis.