Found something out about myself today
Something a bit scary and concerning
Though I have no idea how to cast away
This condition that's a bit damaging
Questioning if being limerent is normal
For I feel like I'm the only one too immersed
In my limerence object even if it's just internal
But this situation doesn't seem to be the first
Researched that this is a psychological thing
Where you might have intense longing for another
It's not often reciprocated which is such a sting
Don't know if I could even stop it and recover
The descriptions of someone limerent are spot on
Felt frightened for it describes what I'm feeling
Like how I am obssessively involuntarily drawn
To you that it consumes my whole being
From my thoughts, emotions and behavior
To my actions, movements, and decisions
Seems like you're there no matter the endevour
I don't even care what's the condition nor situation
Read that being limerent is also being selfish
For it is way more different than what they call love
But this is not all my choice, not my wish
If only there's a way where in I could rise above
Maybe they're right that I have attachment insecurities
Maybe they're right that I'm afraid to be left alone
I am still aware of my flaws and impurities
But that doesn't mean that I prefer to be on my own
And this might consume everything inside my head
Even my yearnful needy compulsive infatuated heart
Yet I know better than to let it out and spread
This secret that I know would tear it all apart
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One-Sided Letters
PoetryI've been caught up with this guy for a while who's not interested in me at all. But I've been smiling and forwning everyday at the sight and just the thought of him. I never thought that I would be feeling something like this, especially at my seni...
