Still blurry to me how this all started
Still can't believe that you held my hand
If all of this is somewhat fated
Would this turn to something grand
I didn't sign up for this
That's what I keep telling myself
So that I wouldn't try to miss
The short time we have to ourselves
Even so, I let my feelings mature
I let myself be infatuated
Even if I would have to assure
That it wouldn't be that complicated
Well, that mission already failed
As it already reached day 15
And my letters are still so detailed
That it might cause a scene
I am scared up until now
That this would last for a year
I would not be able to allow
If even then, I can't hold you dear
Kinda nervous for tomorrow's performance
Especially since you're there with me
Hoping that I would have the resistance
And finally set you free
But I seriously doubt it
As my heart still beats for you
Now I could fully admit
These feelings are just a preview
Right now, I'm trying to remember your face
As I might not see you as as often
It means that I would have to chase
And endure finding you in caution
For now, I'll just go with the flow
I'd just see where this would lead
Would these feelings continue to grow
Would these feelings make me bleed
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One-Sided Letters
PoesiaI've been caught up with this guy for a while who's not interested in me at all. But I've been smiling and forwning everyday at the sight and just the thought of him. I never thought that I would be feeling something like this, especially at my seni...
