Day #11 Non-appearances

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Can't help but lose my motivation
When you're not there to catch me
You're just not showing your dedication
I sometimes hate that you're carefree

 I always felt so so downhearted
When you're not appearing to my left or right
Our relationship hasn't even started
Yet you already give me happiness and fright

 Felt like I was waiting for a gift so simple
That is not oftenly given at all
Yet I still wait for a twinkle or a symbol
But ending up mostly empty and small

 I knew that you don't know of things like this
Of the efforts to express my unrequited feelings
Of the way I just want to feel and reminisce
Of the way I find you so adorable and appealing

Tired of trying to be perfect to be noticed by you
Maybe someone like me is not really your type
There are just things I don't want to go through
Like heartbreaks and thorns and spikes

 I'm aware that your feelings are not like mine
That you find me as a nobody
Now, I believe that it truly is a sign
That the two of us are not meant to be

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