IN ALL THE WAYS I CAN LOVE YOU - One Shots

WHAT IS IT ABOUT YOU THAT MAKES ME GO CRAZY? 5

'You remember my c-conditions, don't you?'

'Of course, I do', Jimin took a quick look over at where Taehyung was lying on the bed on his back, right hand flexed and tucked below his head, shirtless with a lot of caramel skin on display. Taehyung's pants are hanging low on his hips, and it's humorous to admit how that piece of cloth is giving an abstract description of his life at present. Clinging to dear life. The position of that thin garment had been playing with Jimin's self-control from the time Taehyung decided it was a good idea to bless him without a shirt. The protrusion of taehyung's hip bones is visible from this distance, jimin having to take a deep breath from the prominent bulge that he could see each time taehyung shifts a little to his side on the bedding.

Fuck. How big is Taehyung really? Not even fully hard and-

'Don't fret, jiminah', Taehyung said, unaware of the war raging in Jimin's mind, long fingers tipping the glasses up his nose.

Even such mundane tasks look sexy.

Jimin is stuck, limbs frozen, where he is standing at the foot of Taehyung's bed, his head imagining what his best friend's long fingers and dick could do to him. If Jimin was anxious before, he is embarrassed now. He accepts that he took into account all the things they could have done if the universe was in his favor and him and Taehyung ended up as lovers instead of best friends who promised an eternity by each other's side. If the odds were in his favor, he would have got married to Taehyung by now.

_A day ago_

'I will not take off my shirt. You can prefer to wear one or not, it's up to you', jimin recited his terms one by one to a very amused taehyung in his living room a day after they had a talk about their 'arrangement', jimin nervously playing with the ring around his pinky.

Jimin isn't insecure of his body (if anything, he knows, he has a frame worth drooling over. Maybe he had let people salivate, surely let some feel him up, high on the feeling of being wanted, desired, knowing he could keep anyone in his chokehold with only an innocent smile). His chest has a number of sensitive areas in his body and Taehyung knows every single one of those sites, like the back of his hand. Laying completely bare in front of taehyung is like giving his best friend the consent to feast on him. Jimin would be damned if he finished faster from taehyung toying his sensitive skin.

'We can k- um, kiss if you want, but no marking in any places that are visible'. Jimin was having a hard time swallowing these words, Taehyung's intense stare not helping his nerves.

(He wants to kiss taehyung till he runs out of breath, wants to suckle on those pouty lips like it's the sweetest candy he has got the opportunity to relish)

'And huh, since it's my first time, I'd like to take control', a deep mirthful laughter prompted Jimin to duck his head in bashfulness. Jimin glanced at Taehyung's face through his eyelashes, looking away just as quickly. Taehyung's black orbs are delighted like he is watching a small child play with his new toy car. Taehyung looks entertained while Jimin is too close to explode like a firework under his immense stare.

Like to take control, my ass. He doesn't have the faintest of ideas about how sex works. His newbie gay ass only knows bits and pieces he pieced together from watching a ten-minute porn video he accidentally found on tumblr.