Our Kind Of Goodbyes

MEMORIES (no mafia)

His been sitting outside the house for a long time now. The afternoon breeze is just so nice to go back inside.

It's been so nice here in New York.

This is the place where I really belong, away from the discrimination, away from anyone,

.... away from him.

Sitting here, alone, brought so much memories inside Porsche's head. The grate time they had together. The happy memories they shared, the sadness that they manage to turn into happiness. The challenges that they manage to overcome. Together.

We're not meant for each other.

Porsche isn't supposed to be anyone's lover. He's not capable of maintaining a relationship.

I failed once. I don't want to face that kind of failure again.

He remembered when he and Kinn went on a date but did not end up as what they both planned.

Kinn's business partner suddenly joined them and started talking about something related to business.

He remembered when they both tried to make some excuses just to get away from that man.
In the end, it's Kinn's business partner who pay for their meals.

Not so bad at all. He remembered that they both just laughed and went back home because it's already too late to go to another place.

He also remembered when Kinn got dragged into the rollercoaster with his brother Tankhun. After the ride, Kinn just wanted to go back but Porsche held him back.

That's one of the best memories he had because they're complete on that day. Kim and Chay, Him and Kinn, and Tankhun with his assistants, Arm and Pol.

Just remembering the memories made Porsche smile sadly.

If only.....

" What's with that sad smile?"

The voice beside him made Porsche glance and saw his best friend.

" Pete, when did you get back home?"

He asked, Pete pouted and sat down beside Porsche, inhaling the fresh air and stared further.

" Just now, what's were you thinking?"

Porsche did not answer, just shrugged his shoulder and stared ahead.

" Did you miss him?"

The question made Porsche chuckled softly. Then shook his head.

" No, I don't miss the person but rather the memories."

Less angst, but still angst...

I just thought that it's nice to write something about Porsche not loving Kinn but only missing their memories together.

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