Our Kind Of Goodbyes

AU: Doctor Porsche X Mafia Kinn

❌‼️ Major character's death‼️❌

Porsche has working to a private hospital for so many years now. He's a private doctor to the Thailand's biggest mafia family, the Theerapanyakun.

For a long time serving the family, Porsche became attached to one of the family leader, Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun. He's been taking care of that bastard or a long time now and Kinn never failed to annoy him. Then out of the blue, something sparked inside his chest and he suddenly has feelings for his boss.

Kinn visited the hospital with his guards after a fucked up negotiation or after an ambushed. Porsche's will always ready to treat the wounded with his team. Sometimes Kinn visited him if he have nothing to do only pestering Porsche until he got bored and left.

The Kittisawat family is one of the most trusted and closest family to the Theerapanyakun. Porsche's father and mother has been serving the family for so many years until their very last breath and Porsche followed his father's footsteps, to be a doctor.

Kinn is a spoiled brat and he never let anyone treated him unless it's Porsche. It annoyed him so much but Khun Korn also said to just do as Kinn requested. Porsche can't do anything but obey, well, he also never want to let Kinn die from blood lost because he never wants anyone touching him besides Porsche.

" You know, you will die so early if you wont let anyone treat your injuries. I can't just abandoned a surgery just to treat your sorry ass from a scratch."

Porsche said while tending the whining Kinn. he acted like a spoiled child without his Bodyguards.

He just received a scratch from a bullet but it's not something new so it did not impressed Porsche that his boss is acting childish.

" My father is paying you and he also agreed that you will be the only one who can tend to me."

Porsche found it so adorable but he will rather die than tell that to this idiot.

" you're freaking hopeless, if i die you will also die for being an arrogant boss, choosy bastard."

He heard kinn laughed and it made him blush, he pressed the cotton to Kinn's wound making the older man hissed.

" laughed at me again and i will drench your wound with this whole bottle of alcohol."

kinn chuckled then porsche snorted, bandaging Kinn's wound and double checking it before he started cleaning the table. Then he heard kinn said something...

" nothing will happen to you, i will protect you with all my life."

Porsche left the room and acted like he never heard what Kinn just said.

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" I don't trust them."

kinn suddenly said when porsche started tending his wound. Porsche rushed to the mansion when P'Chan called him in the middle of the night, saying that Kinn and his bodyguards arrived, injured because of an ambush. Porsche is still wearing his sleeping clothes, he just topped it with a coat because he never want to let kinn bleeds to death just because he wanted to look presentable in front of his boss.

Kinn mumbled, it's unusual for him to start the conversation first.

he's maybe feeling guilty by calling Porsche at this godly hours because of Kinn's trust issue to the other medical staffs. Porsche just sigh and nod his head, gently dabbing the cotton to the scratch near Kinn's cheekbone.

" I know."

Porsche answered softly, his voice echoing inside the silent room.

Kinn killed someone with a cold blood, it's normal to the mafia especially that he's the heir.

" You never trust anyone Kinn."

That's one of the reason why he never wanted to confess his feelings for Kinn.

Because Kinn don't trust anyone, no one exemption.

" I Love You."

He whispered before walking out of the room where Kinn is sleeping soundly.

Porsche hands shook violently when he's trying to revive the fucking bastard. It's now coated with blood and this is the very first time that Porsche never wanted to see blood for so many years of being a doctor.

" Bastard, open your goddamn eyes and fucking look at me."

Porsche's voice was so low, like he only wanted Kinn to hear, there's only a few nurses inside anyway.

" I have a very important matter to say to you so you should... you-... I fucking hate you Anakinn."

Then the tears suddenly fell, as if trying to cover the sound of the heart monitor's traumatic sound. The straight line's sound will hunt him for the rest of his life.

" You are so goddamn awful Kinn, leaving without letting me answer your fucking confession. How selfish of you Kinn, you should let me answer, you should hear me-... I hate you to death..."

" Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, age 28, time of death 8:47 P.M., date, February 24 20XX"

The nurse announced as Porsche continued to mourn over the cold body of his love.

Update for my readers because i am feeling guilty for not updating for quite a long time.

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‼️ I just noticed that I accidentally put Kinn's death just as the date of Apo's birthday. 🙂