"You promised!" Felix managed to let out making Chan turn around again. "You promised that you won't leave me again.
Chan scoffed. "That was just to stop your concern Felix. I never meant it. You were too dumb to understand. Yes, I did care about y...
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Trigger Warning!∆
Changbin and Felix was inside Changbin's car, on their way to Felix's hostel. The whole ride was silent. Felix was on the passenger seat, leaning his head on the window shield revising yesterday's incident. He couldn't stop the tightening of his heart and the twisting of his stomach he felt everytime he got reminded of it. He just wanted to go to his hostel immediately and cry his whole heart out, in the bathroom.
As they reached their destination, Changbin stopped the car before Felix could get off. "I know that Chan didn't say anyhting nice to you. He can get extremely scary when he's angry. I also don't know what had gotten into him. Just don't mind anything he says. Okay? I know he'll regret everything he said. He's a nice guy after all. And if you need someone to talk to, call me right ahead. I'll be there for you. Okay?" Changbin said, peeking his head through the window.
"Thanks for everything, Changbin" Felix said. "You should get going. It's getting late"
"Yeah, I'll get going then. Take care" He waved, before driving off.
Since it was already dawn, Felix got ready for bed. Still, he couldn't clear out his thoughts. Chan's words were still ghosting around his mind. They hurt as thorns. He needed that temporary peace. He was already staring at the crimson red cut he just made, hissing in pain. Still it wasn't enough. He made more and more cuts. It still wasn't enough. It didn't give the peace he needed. Felix stopped. He stopped after knowing it doesn't give him what he needed.
He started to cry. His head was throbbing but, he didn't care. He only cared about the hurtful words he got to listen. He got out of the bathroom. He tried to ignore everything and go to sleep. It also didn't work. That was when he remembered. He grabbed his phone and searched for that specific contact. Once he found it, he clicked on it in order to make a call. 'Changbin' it read. He desperately waited for Changbin to answer for he was the only one who could comfort him at the moment. But making Felix's hopes shatter, Changbin didn't pick up. He called twice, thrice and more... Only to find out him not responding.
"I knew it" "I might be annoying to him too" "Chan was right"
He couldn't bear it anymore. He was getting enough. He suffered too much. He was exhausted. He just needed a rest. A rest from everything. He ran towards his desk and grabbed a pen and a paper, before scribbling something down. He was trying to keep his sobs quiet, afraid of waking up his dorm-mates. His tears stained the paper he was writing on. "I'm sorry" He whispered, before shoving the letter into his pocket and running off, out from the hostel.
