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Okay here's Chapter 5! Sorry I didn't post anything during the weekend! I needed some me time and some time to think about where I was going with this story and also with the sequel! Oops! I really should not have said that! ;)
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Someone once said that if you dress confidently that your attitude would follow and you would in turn also feel confident. Whoever said that was an idiot. Because I spent over an hour trying to figure out the best outfit that would make me feel great and confident and there I stood in front of my mirror wearing my pale pink shirt that had a white collar, I had paired it with a white skirt that reached my knees and a pair of tan closed toed heels; my ginger hair was down and I had put a little curl on the ends. So I basically looked amazing but I felt zero confidence, like I said the person that said that phrase is a complete idiot.
I sighed and turned to Alice who was sitting down on the bed in my room. And yes I know that having a bed is pointless for me but I wanted one anyways.
"I give up Alice!" I exclaimed throwing my hands up in the air, "No matter what I wear I feel zero confidence. So I'm basically screwed if Bella decides to talk to me!"
Alice rolled her eyes, "Winnie will you just calm down you look great! So in turn you should feel great!"
"HA! That's what you would think," I stated pointing a finger at her, "Because it is true any normal person would more than likely feel some sort of amazing confident feeling when they dress up, but of course I," I continued gesturing to myself, "am not your normal sunshiny person. I'm dark, cloudy, and I tend to see the glass as half empty these days so yeah this," I said and did a quick twirl, "does nothing for me."
Alice sighed exasperatedly and stood up, "Winnie will you calm down! If you keep freaking out over this then you really will panic when it happens, if it even does happen! Like I said last night I have no idea who she will talk to but odds are it's either you or Edward..."
I then quickly cut her off, "Okay that's seriously not helping. Because if it's just either me or Edward there's a 50% that she will end up talking to me!"
"Well what would you like me to say then?" Alice asked throwing her hand up in the air.
"Just tell me that everything is going to be okay. Even if it isn't." I answered with a sigh sitting down on my bed.
"Will you stop panicking if I say that?" Alice asked sitting down beside me.
"You know that answer better than I do."
Alice chuckled slightly, "That is true, so now all I'm going to say is to just take on this day just one step at a time, because even though I haven't seen what's going to happen today yet I know that everything will work out," she said then stood up turning to me, "It always does in the end."
Alice then left my room leaving me to my thoughts. I had no doubt that everything was going to work out, but my real concern was where I would end up after anything was said and done.
I stood up and walked over to my mirror and looked at my reflection one last time before I put on a white cardigan, grabbed my bag and school books then headed out of my room and in search of my brother.
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