Burnout

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Lately I have been putting myself in so much stressed to the point I am experiencing burnout. I am so mentally exhausted and just want to lay here next to Casey all day.

"Good morning pretty" Casey raspy voice speaks.

"Good morning beautiful" I whispered back and before I know it Casey pulled me back into her arms where we lay there cuddling for a while

Casey softly speaks to me "you look tired" Casey kisses my forehead and I look up at Casey

"I feel mentally exhausted" I muttered out and before I know it Casey gives me kiss on the lips and then looks at me in concern.

"We don't have to do anything today" Casey whispers which made me smile hearing her say that. Especially since I don't feel like doing anything.

Casey got up from her bed to go and check on Sarah while also going to grab us some waters. She walks into her room with waters with Sarah right behind her.

"Casey are you free today?" Sarah speaks while looking over at me

"No, I'm with Abbie" Casey murmured out while handing me the water

Sarah then rolls her eyes and walks out the room after saying bye to Casey. It felt so nice having Casey by my side and not wanting to leave it today.

"She gone for the day, we can have rest of the day to ourselves" Casey laughs before pulling me back in her arms.

"I would love that" I softly spoke while kissing her on cheek

Casey started to put our show on that we been binge watching and she started to play with my hair which made me feel sleepy. I play with Casey hand while trying keep my eye on the TV but somehow I can't stop looking over at Casey.

"Weirdo staring at me" Casey smirks while making eye contact with me

I love whenever Casey smirks at me.

"Could stare at you all day" I added which made Casey smile a little before she paid back attention to the show.

Everything was going smoothly today especially since Sarah left Casey house. I felt safer around Casey and just by her side always brightens my day. It was getting late in the day and the sun was starting to set which Casey pointed out and we managed to stand next to her window to look at sunset.

"Just as pretty as you" Casey whispers while wrapping her arms around my waist

We hear the door from downstairs opening and we wonder who it is

"Who is it?" Casey said while walking downstairs.

The tall lady standing turns around to look at Casey and to say she looks exactly like her.

"It's me love" the lady softly spoken while walking near Casey

"Mom!" Casey shouted while hugging her mom

"You're back" Casey excitedly said while smiling like a little child who smiles when they get candy.

"Only for a little while" her mom spoke while looking over at me

"Who is this?" she raises her brow and Casey clears her throat before speaking

"It's my girlfriend Abbie" Casey proudly said while she puts one arm around my waist

Casey mom looks over at me again and gives me a slight nod before asking to speak to Casey in private.

Casey finally came back from that talk and seemed like she was feeling down

"I hate how she always leaving" Casey mutters out while walking near me

"It'll be okay" I whispered as I tried to calm her down

"No, she comes here and ends up being slightly homophobic then wants to leave again" Casey stressfully spoke.

I wrap my arms around Casey and try to comfort her but she seems a little too tense especially since her jaw was tensing up.

Casey tells me I should probably go home especially since she doesn't want to lash out on me, I nodded to her in agreement and head my way back home.

I reached to my house and I walk upstairs expecting a text from Casey but she has gone silent

I know she was feeling down but did not realise she be distant

I let out sight before closing my eyes.

I attended school the next day and saw that Casey was not here. I left her few messages asking if she was okay but I barely got any responses. To say I am worried about her a lot. I sigh and continue my day at school without Casey.

It felt weird going to school without seeing her there, especially since I'm so used to her being there.

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