The Lost Chunk Of Myocardium

I Promised to keep it

I've got something within me,
something that hurts too often,
something that make me wonder,
something that rips off my skin and
bury itself deep down the cages,
the cages of my ribs and deep in my heart...
Soo deep that you couldn't find,
couldn't even find if you even cut into million.
Becoz it has spread throughout,
throughout my mind and eating me,
making me starve within.

Becoz I promised to remain silent,
whether it kills me or harms me deep.
I promised to keep it safe,
I promised to remain silent,
I promised to keep a secret locked beneath the depths...