He's sadistic, but I love him.
He's unstable, but I love him.
He's abusive, but I love him.
He's a "lost cause", but I love him.
5 He's been in my life for so long,
that to be without his addictive demenor
drops me into an inhuman-like withdrawl.
he tells me that he wants to change,
and I believe him. Unfortunately.
10 He's made me an emotional masochist.
His uncaring heart hurts me,
and I love it so.
I hate when he changes
even though I want him to.
15 He's sadistic, so I love him.
He's unstable, so I love him.
He's abusive, so I love him.
He's a "lost cause", and I found him.
Unfortunately.
20 Oh how we fall apart
and back together every time.
Yet I loved him,
I let him hurt me.
Yet I loved him.
25 He made it impossible for me to leave.
Everything I knew wasn't normal
became normal to me.
Still, I loved him.
I hold onto every dream,
30 hoping that one day
he will become what I need.
He's sadistic, but I love him.
He's unstable, so I love him.
He's abusive, yet I love him.
35 I always will, unfortunately.
Authors Note: He has read all of these poems and told me that it's okay if I post them. Plus, he is following this account. If he has a problem with me posting these, he will comment and ask me to take them down. And as I have said in the description, I am no longer with him. I blocked him on practically everything. We don't talk anymore.
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Misty Heart
PoetryI wrote these poems about someone I love. I'm no longer with him, but they are about how I felt while I was with him. I still hold him close to my heart, no matter how badly he treated me. I loved him and I doubt that one day I wont.
