YOURS INSANELY

Chapter 53

Song: 'Sweet Child O' Mine' by Guns and Roses

She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I stare too long, I'd probably break down and cry

Whoa, oh, oh
Sweet child o' mine
Whoa, oh, oh, oh
Sweet love of mine
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HANNAH'S POV

The next morning, I was sitting on the lawn, soaking up the heat of the sun of an ending summer as the winter approaches. I love winters, especially here in New York, but I don’t mind having some sunlight on a breezy day like today.

Consider how the night ended on a weird note, I slept rather well. Probably because I’ve made my peace with his toxic statements, and unfortunately, I can say I’ve gotten used to them, i don't have other choice but to do so.

The one-time kiss that we shared wasn't as exciting now as it was before, mainly because now I see the reality of it. I don’t know why he did that but it can’t be for a good reason. In fact, maybe it was to prove that how easy I am because I didn’t resist it and that it proves me to be a slut. He didn’t hold back but called me out on the first opportunity. Now that I think about it, it was to mock me and I fell for it.

But not again.

NEVER AGAIN!

Hannah, do you realize how pathetic your life has become that all you ever think about is him? No matter if it’s good or bad, it’s always him. I questioned myself and got no answer.

I don’t even like him, dammit!

And now I have to live with him, God knows how worst things will get from now onwards.

Can I be more screwed?

It’s okay, Hans, you’re a survivor, you’ll get through this too.

Just relax, close your eyes and breathe in and breathe out.

A few minutes passed when a roaring car entered the driveway inside the premises of the house and caught my attention.

I tried peaking to see who it could be but failed due to tinted glasses.

My curiosity also raised for no apparent reason.

I don't get visitors here but now since he'll be here too, it'll be a different story. And since not a lot of people know about us I wonder who'll be allowed go to enter here.

The car stopped in the car porch and Andy got out of it. I smiled and waved at him and he waived back and moved to open the back door.

Is there someone else with him?

My face broke into a huge smile and before I got think or react further it sprung on me and sniffed me.

And when I say ‘it’, means it’s a dog.

A medium sized but a very hairy dog, probably a British golden retriever.

I laughed and fell on the grass as it bounced on me and licked me all over as I patted its head.

Oh boy, I love dogs!

I think it liked me too, as it didn’t bark or growl with anger, but got right into playing with me. On the other hand, I couldn’t be happier as I tried cuddling, but it just didn’t let me because of its own excitement.    

“Aww, look at you all happy,” Andy came around and gave me a nice hug and kissed my temple “You know he doesn’t usually behave like this, he’s a good boy, but today you’re bringing out his naughtiness” he laughed as he saw us.