Shoot Me. Kill Me. Lie to Me. [KimChay AU]

Chapter 4

The day after his argument with Porsche, just like before, his older brother is nowhere to be seen. Who knows? He's probably still in his room with Kinn, doing God knows what- if not, then he's most likely in his office. No, they didn't talk properly after their argument; Porsche didn't even reach out to him. And if Porchay is being honest, he doesn't really care anymore whether he makes up with his Hia or not.

And now, it's a new day; just another day for Porchay to spend his whole night at Red Moon with a glass of whiskey in his hand. But this night is somehow special as he's finally was able to be aware of his surroundings, what catches his attention is a group of boys in the same age range as him, they were seated at the table directly behind him.

"Full Moon party?" Porchay mumbles to himself, the same time the bartender slides a new glass of whiskey to him.

Porchay has picked up some of the words coming from the group of friends behind him, and without him knowing he has already been eavesdropping. They have mentioned a certain party that apparently is the coolest, liveliest, and most jam packed party one of them has ever been to.

And with curiosity in mind, Porchay pulled out his phone and searched about this so-called 'Full Moon Party'. It was held every full moon of every month- hence the name of the party. It was said to be one of the most unforgettable parties some tourists have been to in Thailand. They described it as having a lively atmosphere that attracts a pretty large amount of party goers. From DJs playing loud party music that would make you sway your body together with the rest of the crowd, to the party lasting from sunset until morning the next day- Porchay wanted to go and try that. He hasn't been to any party since Kim's death, and with all the shits happening in his fucked up life he wanted to at least feel free and let loose.

The next thing that Porchay searched for was the location of the party, it was in Koh Pha-ngan- a small island, Southeast of Thailand just beside the famous Koh Samui. Porchay checked ways on how to get to the said island, there were different ways available; by air, bus, or train. Porchay thought that if he really wanted to go he would take the overnight train from Bangkok to Surat Thani, once in Surat Thani he would take a bus, and finally, a ferry.

Porchay decided to go.

Does he have any plans once in Koh Pha-ngan? No, he doesn't. Whatever happens, happens.

Saturday night, that's when he decided to leave the mansion, that's when Kinn and Porsche go out for a weekly meeting with the whole Theerapanyakul family- which by the way Porchay always manages to skip.

Days before Saturday he has been withdrawing his money bit by bit from the ATM card that Kinn gave him on the day he started staying in the mansion. He withdraws money from different ATM machines and different locations around the city. Will someone notice? No. Why? Because Porsche doesn't have time to check on his little brother's whereabouts.

He also has been discarding everything in his body that has tracking devices. He left his necklace and the locket with his parents' photo in his room, the Minor family's ring; that Vegas let him wear was left in the living room, his turned off phone is at the bottom of Tankhun's Koi pond, the guitar given by Kim; that he knows have a tracker was left in the piano room where he shot Kim, and his ATM card cut in half. Porchay doesn't want to be found.

He wore a newly bought set of clothes. He got a new wallet and stuffed it with a few important IDs, and the cash he withdrew.

Porchay memorized the path out of the mansion through the back kitchen. He remembered how Kim told him stories on how the older sneak out of their house using the back kitchen, and surprisingly, Kim has described it perfectly that when Porchay was strolling around the mansion he felt familiar with the area and easily navigated through the busy kitchen.