Shoot Me. Kill Me. Lie to Me. [KimChay AU]

Extra Chapter

"Are you sure about this, baby?"

Kim is looking at his boyfriend like Porchay said something unreasonable.

"I'm sure, love. I want to meet Porsche."

Porchay is smiling at Kim, assuring his boyfriend that he's in his right mind and that what Kim heard is real.

"But baby..."

"P'Kim, I'm ready to forgive him."

"Fine. I'll have Anon call Porsche."

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Porchay is seated on the farthest table in a coffee shop near his Uni. He's waiting for his brother to come.

While Kim is outside, waiting for him, and leaning on his car.

Porsche arrived 10 minutes after Porchay. He sat in front of his little brother, and smiled.

"Porchay.." he mumbled his brother's name. "How are you doing?"

Porchay is looking at his brother; he hasn't seen his brother's face in more than a year.
"I'm okay." He answered.

"You wanted to talk?" Porsche asked him. His hand moves close to his brother's hand, wanting to feel Porchay again, but Chay is quick to move his hand out of the table.

"Yes." Porchay nodded, he glanced outside the coffee shop first, to look for Kim and when he spotted his boyfriend outside and he smiled and continued talking to his brother. "I wanted to tell you that I forgive you Porsche."

Porsche.

Porsche.

Porsche.

He's still not calling him Hia, when was the last time Porchay called him that? Porsche can't even remember anymore.

"Thank you, Chay. Thank you so much. Hia, misses you so much, Porchay. Hia is sorry. I love you so much, Porchay."

"But it doesn't mean that I want to reconcile with you." Porchay said which made Porsche drop his shoulders, looking defeated once again.

"I forgive you, yes. But I can't reconcile with you anymore, Porsche. You caused me so much pain that it left a huge hole in me." He explained to his brother. "I'm okay now, Porsche. I'm fine. I'm healed. I got my life back on track."

Porsche has no choice but to nod, because what Porchay said is true. After watching his brother from afar for more than a year now, he can see how Porchay slowly gets back up. He saw how Porchay slowly regained his old self that he once lost.

"I forgive you, Porsche. But what you did to me and to P'Kim is enough reason for me not to reconcile with you. Let's both move on and live our life separately."

That statement made Porsche tear up. It's Porchay putting an end to their relationship. It's like the final stage of losing his brother, that after this, Porchay is really gone in his life. But he has no other choice but to accept it, after all he did this to himself.

Porsche nodded to Chay, swiftly wiping his tears. He smiled at his brother and said "Thank you for forgiving me, Chay. I'm happy to see you doing well. I love you, Chay. And I will always be sorry for everything I did to you for the rest of my life."

Porchay smiled at his brother. "Live a happy life, Porsche." He said before standing up and leaving the coffee shop. Leaving his brother crying alone on their table. And leaving behind him all the bad things that happened from the past.

He run up to Kim, throws himself to his boyfriend, and wraps his arms around Kim's nape tightly.

"How was it?" Kim asked him. Kim observes Porchay and smiles when his boyfriend looks happy, fulfilled, and calm.

"It's fine." Chay shrugged. "I told him what I wanted to say and then left."

Kim pinches his boyfriend's nose, to which Chay whines about.

"Let's buy you some ice cream, baby"

"And let me drive your car."

"Huh?"

"You said you'll let me drive your car!"

"Did I say that? When did I say it?"

"You said it last night before going to bed, love!"

Porchay pouted at his boyfriend who is obviously teasing him.

Kim is waving his car keys in front of Chay's face as he laughs at how his boyfriend is sulking at him.

"Okay. Okay. You can drive my car and we'll buy you some ice cream."

"You're the best boyfriend ever!!!"

Porchay snatched the car keys from Kim's grasp, and hopped excitedly towards the driver's seat.

Kim can only chuckle on how cute his excited boyfriend is.

"I'm your first and only boyfriend, baby. Of course I'm the best!"

Kim goes to the passenger's seat, and lets his boyfriend drive his car.

Porsche on the other hand was watching his brother and Kim until they left.

He smiled upon seeing how happy his brother is; and maybe watching Porchay from a far, and living and continuing his life knowing he can't have his brother with him anymore is the punishment he truly deserves for everything that he did.

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