Shoot Me. Kill Me. Lie to Me. [KimChay AU]

Chapter 7

Kim stirs in his sleep when he feels the warm body beside him moves closer and closer to him, Porchay's face nuzzling in Kim's neck where he can clearly feel the younger's breath dancing on his sensitive skin, his arms are wrapped tightly around the younger not wanting to let go of Chay; Chay also has his leg draped over Kim's lower half. They were entangled with each other tightly and not wanting to let go of one another, Kim dreamed of this exact moment and finally... Finally he's experiencing it with the same person in his dreams.

He opened his eyes when the sunlight seeped through the flimsy door, giving enough light to the small cabin. He glanced at Chay and smiled to himself; brushed those hair strands that were covering his Angel’s face away, he just wanted to have a good look of Porchay early in the morning. But Chay stirs once again, mumbling words Kim can barely comprehend.

I'm sorry

P'Kim... No!

He loves me, Hia!

Come back to me, P'Kim

Those were just some of the words he can hear from Chay's mumbles in his sleep. Those mumbles were accompanied by ragged breathing, the younger's chest heaving up and down faster than it normally should. Chay's head shaking lightly with his voice quivering. That's when Kim realized that Chay is having a nightmare.

"Porchay..." Kim's voice was soft and careful, he moved a bit to slightly elevate his body- leaning on the bed's makeshift headboard. "Angel... hey~" Kim shook Chay's body gently before rubbing the younger's shoulder. Porchay once again stirred in his sleep, shifted his position; burying his face further and further in Kim's neck.

When Porchay cried non-stop I'm sorry, Kim had no choice but to raise his voice a bit. "Porchay!" And as if electricity shook Chay's body, he went into shock before slowly opening his eyes; there were tears. "P'Kim" Chay mumbles.

"Hey... baby." Kim sits on the bed properly before pulling Chay closer to his chest.

Porchay stares at Kim for a couple of minutes, like he's memorizing the older's features, or maybe he's just slowly taking in the fact that Kim is in front of him. "You're alive..." He once again mumbled, Porchay had his hand on Kim's cheeks; caressing the older's cheeks. "You're here, P'Kim. You're alive." Chay states, feeling overwhelmed.

"I am, Chay." Kim answered, his hand rubbing and drawing small circles on Chay's back, trying to calm him down; while his other arm were protectively wrapped around Porchay. "I'm here, Angel. Alive."

Porchay nodded at Kim, the younger seemingly understanding what had happened. He moves slightly away from Kim's safety to sit properly, facing Kim.

"Since when..." Kim started before staring at Chay's face "Since when were you having nightmares?" He continued his question as he reached his hand on Chay's messy hair; brushing it tidy.

Porchay took his time in silence before answering Kim's question. "Since the night after shooting you." He hesitantly answered.

"You're having nightmares for that long? Does anyone know?"

Porchay shook his head as his answer.

"Your brother doesn't know? Even your bodyguards?"

"No one knows. No one tried asking how I was the past months."