Shoot Me. Kill Me. Lie to Me. [KimChay AU]

Chapter 9

"No, Kinn! We shouldn't!" Porsche immediately turned down his boyfriend's suggestion.

But Kinn isn't having it, he's not and will not take 'no' for an answer. "We will tell this to Kim, whether you like it or not, Porsche." He said with deep finality in his voice, just like the tone he always uses when talking to his business partners; there's dominance and power.

Porsche, as stubborn as he is, said "We can't, Kinn! Your brother doesn't have anything to do with it."

Kinn scoff, this is unbelievable, until when is Porsche going to be this in denial? "Porsche, listen to me." He calmly started as he walked closer to his boyfriend; stood in front of Porsche and said "Kim has all the rights to know that Porchay is missing. I don't care if you can't grasp the fact that our brothers had a past or whatnot but Kim needs to know. He might help us too."

"Kinn...” Porsche hesitantly mumbled. How can he tell his boyfriend that Kim has been calling and texting him, asking about Chay's whereabouts? How will he tell Kinn that he's been ignoring Kim's plea for any updates about Chay for the past months?

Kinn frowns as Porsche stays silent after calling his name, he can see a mixture of hesitation and guilt slowly painting his boyfriend's face. "Porsche, what is it?" he asked, to which Porsche responds with a slow gulp, like he's scared and is waiting for another blow of breakdown.

Porsche faces Kinn, his eyes looking straight to Kinn's orbs. "I... I've been ignoring Kim's texts and calls." He mumbled, took a step back from Kinn when he saw how his boyfriend's fist turned into a tight ball.

With a deep breath, Kinn muttered a low curse enough for Porsche to hear his growing frustration. "Since when, Porsche? Since when is he contacting you and why?"

Another heavy gulp and a step backwards "Since he reached the island." he answered, to which Kinn responded with another curse. "He's been asking me about Chay." The last sentence came out in a low trembling mumble.

"And you're ignoring his calls and texts?" Kinn blurted out through his gritted teeth. "My brother who wordlessly agreed to your stupid idea has been asking you about Porchay for months but you were ignoring him?" His words turn into a question as he's still grasping the information given by Porsche but Kinn's voice was cold and Porsche can swear his boyfriend has never talked to him with such coldness. "What the fuck is wrong with you Porsche!?" A roar... an animistic roar blared at the office's four corners and the next thing that Porsche knew was that Kinn's fist met the concrete wall just inches away from his face. And that was the first time he got scared of Kinn. "JUST HOW MUCH CAN YOU FUCK THINGS UP, PORSCHE! HOW CAN YOU MESS UP THIS BAD!" Kinn's jaw tightens, his hand still on a tight ball of fist and the other still glued on the wall with visible blood stains already running down his knuckles.

Porsche stood there, in front of Kinn; his back leaning flat on the wall, heart beating fast and hands trembling. Kinn has never screamed at him. Kinn has never used his authoritative voice in him. Kinn has never been disappointed in him but right now... right now Kinn's eyes scream disappointment. Kinn breaks his eye-contact with Porsche, tilted his head up and closed his eyes, took a few deep breaths to calm himself down. "Kim loved your brother, Porsche. Maybe he still does. Yes, he caused Porchay too much pain, he hurt him." Kinn said, trying his best to stay calm. "But don't you think he has already paid the consequences when Porchay shot him and he agreed to be dead in Porchay's eyes. He moved away, leaving the life he dreamed for in exchange for Porchay's peace." Kinn dropped his already bleeding hand, not minding the pain slowly seeping in. "All he wanted was to get a few updates about Porchay, just that, Porsche." he continued, now looking at Porsche with disappointment not leaving his expressive eyes. "Or you don't know what to tell him? You don't know how to update Kim because you yourself don't know about your own brother's whereabouts. You don't know what's happened to Porchay in the past months. You didn't dare to know, you didn't dare to ask!"