Slytherin Queen

life update?

I'm not really sure how to start this off, I'm not much of a people person. My mom is always quick to tell everyone I prefer animals but you all seem like lovely people so I'm not too worried!  Today was the first time I actually went through the comments about the incident, I remember reading the first few but after that I sorta fell down a hole and couldn't find any motivation to even click on the chapter again. I've tried multiple times to write a new chapter even though you guys have reassured me plenty that there's no rush, it's still been a while and I want to thank all of you somehow. But once I start typing it's like something blocks my whole thought process and I just can't think of anything. The same happened with reading, drawing, and even painting. I was drawing anything that caught my eye, reading nearly 3 books every week, and painting little things for my family. I know it's normal to lose motivation but it still sucks because I love all of those things. I love writing for you, I love the encouragement, the kindness, and just everything. It sucks that everything was just taken away because some bitch couldn't keep his dick to himself. I just want to say thank you so so so so much!

I know this is getting long, I'm sorry😭

Anytime I talk, I lose the whole point of what I was starting off with and then go into other things but then loop back to my main point. I'm also a yapper when I'm nervous and I'm a bit nervous rn even though idky.

Anywaysssss, I guess I should get to the update now. He wasn't arrested like promised, when we asked they said I wouldn't need anyone to represent me and said i wouldn't need a lawyer so we didn't get one because we trusted them, but when it was represented to the jury he had a lawyer with him. They basically didn't show all the evidence and made him seem like the victim (that I was lying) so they would feel bad for putting a young father/good grades/football scholarship in jail. I was ofc devastated when my parents told me, i broke down in my moms arms and slept with her for months while my dad slept in my room because I didn't want to be alone.

My dad tried to contact people and find lawyers but no one would work with us. I was angry, I couldn't understand why no one would help us and my dad had even asked if I wanted him to get rid of G (lets call the bastard G) but i couldn't let him do that. I wanted him by my side, not behind bars. My dad got in contact with his uncle who's a lawyer and told him about it. He didn't call him before because he lives very very veryyyyy far away so he wouldn't have been able to do anything but he came into town for a bit which is when my dad called him. He looked into it and long story short no one will touch him because they could get sued if he plays the black card.

It was bs but from the beginning I had already assumed they were going to be no help, the system is fucked and I know that so I didn't have much faith in them. But we wanted to at least try to do it the right way. It's crazy how my stories I read after that where the girl says she was raped, no one helps her get justice the legal way so she just murders her assaulter. I cried to my therapist once cause I genuinely wanted him killed.

We set flyers of his mugshot and charges around his neighborhood and the ones around it. They were ripped away just a couple hours later but I really hope a lot of people saw them.

He ended up leaving town for a while but then he came back to work cause my dad saw him at subway. My aunt and uncle both went in there and made scenes about what he did so he left there too but my dad still spotted him a few times. He always ran when he'd spot my dad though so my dad hasn't been able to actually go face to face with him. I don't know if it's a good or bad thing cause my dad will for sure kick his ass which feels better than him getting no punishment but I also know the consequences for my dad will be bad and that would be my fault. I love my dad and the thought of him not being around hurts so part of my hopes they don't ever full on bump into each other.

We found out he was going to Texas Weasley so all of us had emailed/called to tell them what he did. He got his scholarship taken away so we assumed he wasn't going there and held off on putting up any flyers on the campus like we planned.

I ask my dad for updates when not knowing where he is or what he's doing bothers me too much. Last update was he is actually still going to Texas Weasley. I was happy he had his scholarship taken because he absolutely LOVEEESSS football, so finding out he still had something he loved just made me feel defeated. Why do I have to suffer from it so much when he still gets to live his best life?

We also found out he's looking into schools out of state, specifically California. The plan was to let him get into a school then do everything to get him kicked out but my dad said if he's going to Cali it changes things. He said he knows of a lot of people that got away with some really terrible things there just because their good at football.

I never saw him play since i didn't like going to the games but he was basically the schools mscot because he was the best player and everyone loved him. I know I should trust that eventually karma will hit him but it's just so hard.

Well that's the update!

I really do appreciate all of you and thank you so much for not rushing me and understanding. You have no idea how much it all means to me!

I love all of you💗