𝗂𝖿 𝗂 𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽 𝖿𝗂𝗑 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖿𝗂𝗋𝗌𝗍 | 𝗝𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗘𝗡 𝗕𝗔𝗞𝗘𝗥

𝟬𝟭𝟭 - 𝟭 𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗣 𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗗, 𝟯 𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗣𝗦 𝗕𝗔𝗖𝗞

❝𝘋𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦, 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘮𝘦, 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘮𝘦, 𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥❞

ꨄ

𝗝𝗨𝗟𝗬 𝟭𝗦𝗧 , 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟯
𝗟𝗢𝗦 𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗦 , 𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗔
𝟴:𝟯𝟰 𝗔𝗠

Kiana wouldn't normally be awake so early in the morning, but lately she couldn't seem to sleep, and the reason as to why abundantly clear. The singer thought about watching TV but the volume was forever stuck at 25 due to the volume button on the remote not working, and seeing as Julien was still asleep that was off the table. So instead she unlocked her phone and explored the mess that was her notes app. She scrolled down a couple years until she reached a section called 'I Wouldn't Mind' she had made in late 2017.

The section contained fully finished lyrics for an unreleased song Kiana had forgotten about. She read through the lyrics and realized it was a love song about Julien. The song was essentially a promise; a promise to spend forever with her no matter what. Kiana stared at the lyrics for a moment before grabbing a guitar and played a few chords until something felt right for the song.

"Merrily we fall out of line, out of line. I'd fall anywhere with you, I'm by your side" Kiana sang softly as to not wake Julien. "Swinging in the rain, humming melodies. We're not going anywhere until we freeze"

"That's beautiful"

Kiana jumped at the sound of her voice, "Fuck, don't do that!"

"Sorry," Julien pushed off the doorframe she had been leaning on and stepped foot into the living room. "Is that what you're working on with Jack?"

"Uhh... yeah, it is"

"What's it about?"

"You." She says, "It's about wanting to spend forever with your partner"

"Forever as in marriage?"

"Forever as in whatever we want that to look like"

"When we first got back together I was scared that everything would be the same, but it's not. It's even better than I could've imagined"

Kiana adverted her gaze, unable to reciprocate the same love she once felt for Julien. Kiana still loved her, just less than she used to.

"Hey, are you okay?" Julien asked, but she was ignored by Kiana. "Kie, look at me. Please" She bent down in front of her girlfriend.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what's wrong with me" Kiana burst into tears and collapsed into Juliens arms, knowing full well that it was all a lie. She knew exactly what was wrong, Kiana just couldn't bare to tell Julien and break her heart.

"Nothing is wrong with you" Julien reassured her, "And you don't have anything to apologize for"

Julien had given Kiana the world, but she couldn't provide the same for Julien. But things were different with Leah, she was more relaxed and herself around the model. Kiana knew she had dug herself into a deeper hole the moment she decided to keep things going with Leah. She knew that with the paparazzi constantly harassing her she couldn't keep Leah a secret for long.