Luke's pov
To say I was heartbroken, was an understatement.
I don't think I've stopped crying, gosh I'm such a baby.
I was too sad/lazy to take my anti depressant pills, so I was such a big mess.
The guys have tried to cheer me up, but nothing has worked.
The amount if things I've broken out of anger, and depression, and the amount of tears I've cried is incredible.
I'm a horrible person. I hurt an amazing girl, who doesn't deserve what I did to her.
A couple minutes later, Michael walked in. As he walked towards me, he tried avoiding all the shattered glass scattered on the floor.
"Hey buddy," he nervously smiled.
"Hey," I sniffled.
"Wanna talk about it?" he asked.
"What's there to talk about? I'm a bad person, who deserves to die," I shrugged.
"No no no" he started, "you see, when I visited Angelica in the hospital, I told her that I can't lose her because she is such an important person in my life, and the same goes to you. Don't ever say that because the thought of losing you kills me."
"Man, when did I get so good at these talks?" he admired himself.
I laughed. Gosh, it felt good to laugh.
He patted my leg, as he got up to leave.
As he was walking out, I called his name, and he looked at me, "Thank you so much. For everything" I thanked him.
He nodded, while smiling, before leaving.
I had to find a way to make Angelica forgive me. I love her way too much, to let her slip away that easily.
I have to do something special. Something meaningful. Something that'll make her love me back.
But I have no time to do anything. As much as I love living my dream, it's taking all of my time.
But I'm gonna make sure, I make things right.
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Sorry if this was really short. But omg this is the longest time I've gone without updating. I had bad writers block.
Thank you for hanging in!
Xx love you my lil bagels xx
